- 1. I Hate You More Than My Life
Another storm begins to gather, taking my unheard screams away
I am wasting so much time now, playing along with the scenes
I cannot cling to lost ambitions, I don’t need your effort now
Cause I’m no longer part of this game
No trace of me remains
For the darkening of my eyes
- Face Me
I’m cold, but I’m awake
And fragments of my memory are randomly erased
Like the picture of your face
I tried not to forget
The anesthetic effect of time that passed by, constantly
And my head seems to explode
- Here I Stand
Stopping the clocks to watch you breathing
The world I know and understand radiates your smile
And here I stand, I try to put my arms around you
I can’t forget the thoughts and words and the dreams we’ve had
And here I stand…
Do you know that I’m here, even if you can’t look at me
I’ll always live my life for you, to be by your side
- Hero And Conqueror
08. Hero & Conqueror
Hide the secret in your hand, it's getting weaker
There is no new life for rent to start again
Hide your face behind a mask, that's not the game for us
I'm amputating all your dreams, they'll never come true
Will you find me? I am deep inside your train of thought
- Hiding Memories From The Sun
To overcome the barricades
With walls far too high to climb upon
To see the place beyond
If I go blind I will be found
Why should something divide you from me?
Out of equilibrium
All the different ways have ended far too soon
- I Can't Remember
Sinking slowly down to the ground
But it's still above me
Drifting weightlessly in time and the seconds won't increase
It's so strange to fly and fall, but I pass the things I know
And these words I've never heard, I still don't understand
And I thought it could be wrong, to break the lines I walk upon
And I felt sure I'd finally find the whole puerility
- Lies
Should we care for insincerity
While we are floating away
And the faces pass us by
Should we care for this insanity
Destroying fears anyway
When curing is just a fake
When all desire is denied
- More Than This
More than this
The bonds are worn away
The anger sleeps, the world is grey
Can I sense what I never felt
Or did I become too callous instead
So I’m waiting for the day
- My Bleeding Heart
I escaped from your mind, yet unseen
While the angels have lost every inner fight
I turned away from the fears
And from the shadows arises a vague delight
Hurt and expelled
But my view’s getting clear, I’m no longer blind
With your life in my hands
- My Spaces
Today the lights began to fade
And I have washed my mind in their dirt
And I have tried blanking out these thoughts
That always felt so wrong, but still right
It was just a step too close to keep me staying here
I’ve lost control over myself
I’ve lost control over my spaces / space
- No Apologies
No apologies
How long did I wait for your reaction
The world around has disappeared
There was no chance for interaction
Blind and deaf we veered between joy and fear
When the skies show the direction
- Pain Goes By
Pain goes by
The walls are too close now, I’m panting for air
And I still cannot remember how I got here
Unable to focus, it’s all monochrome
In this unbearable cold
And I can’t walk away
- Reset to Default
Another day, another way to forget the easiness of life
And it feels like I’m running away from the steps I take
It’s still in my mind…
when all the colours became a million shades of grey
No turning back to the past, no more memorizing your sorrow
With the darkness left behind
- Resigned
A crack in time, like a flash in my memory
Pulses black and white again in my mind's eye – and
It's just a trice but it repeats incessantly
Rotating in my head – it's uncontrollable
Another face, another reflection
Lost within a maze without a hidden backdoor
It doesn't matter if I quit or capitulate
- Such A Shame
Such a shame to believe in escape
A life on every face
And that's a change, till I'm finally left with an eight
Tell me to react, I just stare
Maybe I don't know if I should change
A feeling that we share...
It's a shame
(Such a shame)
- The Line Of Sight
The line of sight
Another day, another pain to endure
But there is something in your eyes that makes me smile
Another word, another time I am mute
And my memories are slowly passing off
When you go away I’ll still be inside of you
- The Pages
I tried to taste like I’m blind
But it’s still so hard to ignore those tears
And when I spread my arms there’s nothing I could feel
With all barriers in mind
It’s just like I’m caught in a cage of your fears
And the choices have passed, unused and out of reach again
- The Race of the Rats
As if bugs are creeping up inside you
They colonise your body and take you
To the ruins of your self-destruction
But you still can go, so let’s just go
No need to divide all the good from the bad
And the happy from the sad
You’re just above the waterline, but
You still can go, so let’s just go
- The Shield
Marked down, the innocent victim, blindfold
Lost your bearings in the dark
The endeavour to sharpen the senses
That won't get you out of here
No words break through the silence in your head
As thoughts crash on the walls
And you stumble again and imminently will fall
- Under The Skies
Leave me here, I’ll find a way where I can walk
Just believe me, it’s okay if you go
Under the skies it’s my heaven
Under the stars I can be home
Turning my back on everything
I always thought it was part of the play
- Where Are You
Where are you
You are unseizable like the sand that runs through my hands
And you’re flowing away with the waves
To alley the pain you can’t stand any more
Within your thoughts there is no room for another game
To pretend and to act like whoever expects
- Why Did I Raise The Fire
Why did I raise the fire
And your world came tumbling down
And you’re cold and you feel so naked
So today you came around
And you just could not believe what you’re seeing
And the waves merged right above your head, that night
- You Need the Drugs
Some Sunday morning see you
Picking up the fine
Ticking down the last time
Before the credits run
A traffic is a moving ...moving awful slow
To the sound of you complaining
We got nowhere left to go
- Your Hell Is Here
Turning to the next page of your diary
It's blank and virgin white
All the lines are blurred, you swim on melted paper
Drowning false delight
You don't need to breathe, your eyes are clear
But where's your hope
To come up again and face the truth
The lies in life