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lying here awake in bed, all these thoughts inside my head
missing how it used to be, everything was clear to me
now my faith is swept aside, distancing a better life
can't somebody tell me why, this gets worse as time goes by?
and i wanna be somebody else for awhile to maybe get a little relief
there's no escape from this relentless hell, feels like it's gotta grip on me
i can feel it coming soon, scared to even leave this room
pressure of my blood just rised, got no help i'm hypnotized, and now i'm panicking inside, heart feels like it's paralyzed, cried so much my eyes are dry