BlanketI would come
as you would run
And I would fall into pieces
And I would chase after you
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I am really good at writing mean words that would hurt
If I said them, if I dared I would
Let them slip my throat
Stick them through your ribs at my will
I don't bare to speak of the anger that breeds in me
I don't bare to say that I love you and I want you and I hate you
I hate you now, now
CrazyI’m up at dawn
Clawing at the walls
Calling your name
I scratch until I bleed
DarkSomeone told me there is light at the end of every tunnel
Said there’s a light there waiting for me
But I don’t believe it, not now, not ever
It’s always dark when I go home
Like I Used ToIn the blankets, in the sheets, on my bed
I can feel you holding back, going red
From all the lies and the words that you hide
There's a boulder on your chest from the weight
Of the words that you keep to yourself
I am staring at your back, you are staring on the wall
You don't love me like you used to
You don't love me like you used to
Not AloneDon’t you make me feel alone
Don’t you make me feel I’m wrong
Without a man to hold my arm
Cause I’m not owned
Shallow DiggerI am a child of the sun
I rise with her when morning comes
She is wiser than I’ll ever be, ever see, ever know
She is wiser than I’ll ever be, ever see, ever know
To Leave YouI have built myself a fortress
Where I’ve been hiding
Where I’ve been safe, sound
But now you’ve dug yourself a hollow in my garden
So you can swim in darkness
And I’ve placed myself beside it
To hold your hand if you come out
if you come out
We Are Not in LoveThere’s an outline on your chest
From my fingernails from every time you’ve left
Every day and night for a year
I waited for you, dear
I could feel it in my bones
But my heart is made from stubbornness and hope
No one wants to loose in love