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How can a heart ever turn so cold? Feelings turned into dust as you left. How can your heart ever turn so cold? It..s hard to say it..s all over? You have nothing left today but a stone in your chest and it kills me to see you fall apart. How could you turn away so fast?....

Since the day you walked away I hate what I..ve become. I don..t feel. I don..t see. I always just regret. I have nothing left inside my chest. It hurts to say that I..m leaving. It hurts to say it..s all over. But there..s no option, everything is dead. How can heart ever turn so cold? Feelings turned into dust because you left.....

(..This is another song about lost love and it's consequences. It's about the time you ask yourself if you will ever love again. By the time I wrote the lyrics to this song I probably went through the hardest time in my life. Having lost the main person in my life turned me into a cold noone)

Through all this years I cried
And I cannot believe
That you are gone
i am weak of all the sleepless nights
that I spent alone
every day I count the hours
and I wish that you come home
I am weak of all the pain

UNTIL TODAY

It..s these days when everyone is there but you. And it..s your face haunting me through every sleepless night. Those fucking nights when I felt stranded somewhere, lost and forgotten you..ve always the saviour and until today I don..t feel I..ve realized what it means to face all this without you. I don..t feel like accepting that your heart has given up and I don..t feel like giving you up because maybe we were closer to perfection than anyone could ever be. Right now every morning future turns into uncertainty. And these years were for nothing.....

You always said we..d forever. Today you tell me to accept that you..re gone and that I need to move on. But what is moving on when I am always looking back? What is moving on when I am dying in regret? What is moving on when you were all I had? Fuck realization. Fuck love. Fuck everything I ever felt.....

(I think this song is about something everyone can retrace. Being left behind by someone you thought you'd maybe spend your whole life with.
It's about loosing not only a lover but aswell your closest friend. I don't think I need to say anything more...)