- ... And I Lust
Stately columns standing in solemn rows
Such empty honours are suitable for those
Whose death erases all renown and fame
And vanquishes their glory with their name
Wandering aimlessly through dead filled fields
Rewards are just, who knows what absence yields?
- .... And I Lust
Wandering aimlessly through dead filled fields
Rewards are just. who knows what absence yields?
By the golden beauty of dusk
and the sun low in our sky
By the haunting shadows of trees
and graves, mesmerised am I
- ...Alone
I gave you my soul
You left me dying
(freezing in the cold wind that screams through
the silence, in the barren wastes of my heart)
Within the walls
Of my mind ..... alone
- 01 Thin Air
Love is free
In time, in peace
And now is here
This life, this dream ...
You know how it feels but... is it all in your mind?
When you know how it feels to be pushed and pulled through your life
And sometimes it seems like there is life in your eyes
- A Dying Wish
I bear the seed of ruin
A golden age turned to stone
Elysium... to dust
For this, a tragic journey
A vision of a dying embrace
Scattered earth
Silence...
- A Fine Day To Exit
A Fine Day To Exit
Long way from home
nowhere to go
what made the river so cold?
sweat of thoughts
trickle down my brow
soaking and stinging my eyes
- A Natural Disaste
До чего же длинной и холодной была эта зима без тебя...
Я тихо плакала над тем, как ты
Мимолетно проскользнул сквозь мои пальцы,
И моя жизнь словно отвернулась от меня.
С того дня настала длинная холодная зима.
Так сложно найти,
Сложно найти,
- A Natural Disaster
Its been a long cold winter without you
i've been crying on the inside over you
just slipped through my fingers as life turned away
its been a long cold winter since that day
its hard to find
hard to find
hard to find the strength now but i try
- A Simple Mistake
Think for yourself you know what you need in this life
See for yourself and feel your soul come alive tonight
Here in the moment we share, trembling between the worlds we stare
Out at starlight enshrined, veiled like diamonds in...
...time can be the answer, take a chance, lose it all
It’s a simple mistake to make to create love and to fall
So rise and be your master you don't need to be a slave
- Alternative 4
It's killing you, you're killing me,
I'm clinging on to my sanity,
All I need is a short term remedy
Come and hide me from this terrible reality...
Dreaded memories flood back to me
But there's still a wilful mind behind these cold,
psychotic eyes,
- Angelica
Where are you tonight?
Wild flower in starlit heaven
Still enchanted in flight
Obsessions lament to freedom
A Timeless word, the meanings changed
But I'm still burning in your flames
Incessant, lustral masquerade
- Angels Walk Among Us
only you
can heal your life
can heal me inside
it must have been an angel
who counted out the time
yes it must have been an angel
who raised a knowing smile
- Anyone Anywhere
No one seems to care anymore
I wander through this night all alone
No one feels the pain I have inside
Looking at this world through my eyes
No one really cares where I go
Searching to feel warmth forever more
The wheels of life they turn without me
- Anyone, Anywhere
No one seems to care anymore
I wander through this night all alone
No one feels the pain I have inside
Looking at this world through my eyes
No one really cares where I go
Searching to feel warmth forever more
The wheels of life they turn without me
- Ariel
I found you
In the dark
I found you
In the dark
Don't leave me
Here
Don't leave me
- Balance
Glad to see your wide awake
This is the great escape
From a life that tried to mould you
And the lie it sold you
What would you do?
What wouldn't you do?
What would you do?
- Barriers
Floating with nowhere to hide
Unspoken twist back inside
How did we get here?
Life don't belong here
Feel like I just never tried
To find a way back to the outside
- Better Off Dead
I'm sorry about the sun
How could I know that you would burn?
And I'm sorry about the moon
How could I know that you'd disapprove
And I'll never make the same mistake
The next time I create the universe
I'll make sure we communicate at length
- Closer
your dream world is a very scary place
your dream world is a very scary place
your dream world is a very scary place
to be trapped
your dream world is a very scary place
your dream world is a very scary place
your dream world is a very scary place
- Cries On The Wind
Reaching out...
How things look different on the way down
Disillusioned, I've lost desire
Will I burn in the unforgiving fire?
From the flames, I walk away
I've found a way to erase the pain
An empty bottle, my receptacle
- Deep
Feel my heart burning
Deep inside yearning
I know it is coming
A fettered heart, waking
A tainted youth, fading
Leave it all behind
Delirious again
- Distant Satelites
Удивительно порой бывает человечество! Ощущая в своей жизни дыхание нового времени, проживая дни в бесконечно меняющемся потоке окружающей действительности, мы не можем сбросить с себя оковы прошлого! Мы постоянно плачемся в жилетку электронным носителям о том, что смирение с пугающим настоящим подобно муке, ведь оглядываться назад куда приятнее, чем всматриваться в едва заметную даль будущего знамения. Мы топчемся на месте, увязая в искусственных границах, которые возвели себе сами. А кто-то просто может взять и перечеркнуть тянущийся за ним багаж вещей, открыв блокнот текущих дел с чистой, нетронутой страницы. Не важно, что скажут другие. Важно, что скажет сердце. Оно главное. И всегда было таким.
Девятнадцать лет прошло с того знакового момента, когда целый свет увидел "The Silent Enigma". Большой ли это срок? Немалый, на самом-то деле. Дети стали уже взрослыми, слушатели возмужали и окрепли духом, однако молва о том, что как было бы хорошо вернуть те славные деньки, не утихает ни на минуту, несмотря на то, что британский коллектив Anathema продолжает идти в другом, не менее интересном направлении. И в голове возникает извечный вопрос Герцена: кто виноват? Музыканты, которые, к превеликому сожалению, не перед кем не отчитываются и никому ничем не обязаны? Или старый преданный ценитель работы под номером два, у которого уже есть любимый альбом, но он хочет еще того же и как можно больше?
Извечная полемика, губительная и мучительная в своем поиске истины. Не проще ли просто смириться и радоваться тому, что имеешь? Будь то затертые до дыр "The Silent Enigma" и "Serenades" или же новый подарок от англичан "Distant Satellites".
Последний продолжает традиции предыдущих творений, таких как "Weather Systems" и "We're Here Because We're Here". Чистые и светлые тона утреннего осеннего зноя, который греет лишь неприкрытое тканью лицо, оставляя тело в холодных объятиях властвующего погодного сезона, вновь пропитывают красивую и искреннюю музыку, идущую из самых непогрешимых чертогов человеческой души. Завораживающий вокал Винсента усиливает впечатление от услышанного, добавляя новых красок в полотно, сотканного из звуков и нот Туманного Альбиона. Помимо одного из братьев Кэванах на представленной пластинке можно услышать и исполнение Ли Дуглас: ее приятный и милый голос не только успешно ведет диалог с Винсентом, но и выступает индивидуально, помогая вписать в сюжетную линию женское очарование и практичность.
- Distant Satellites
You sold yourself away
You told yourself it's OK
States creating states
Flowing over the high line
And it makes me wanna cry
Caught you as I floated by
And it makes me wanna cry
- Don't Look Too Far
If I begin to feel lighter
Hold me down
And Iґll be yours for evermore
God bless this mess Iґm in
For it is time
To be rid of a certain sin
- Dreaming Light
Suddenly... life has new meaning
Suddenly... feeling is being
And you shine inside
And love stills my mind like the sunrise
Dreaming light of the sunrise
Suddenly... I don't have to be afraid
- Electricity
Seems like you never really knew me
Seems like you never understood me
Seems like you never really knew how to feel
But electricity it drew you near to me
What you needed was to be rid of me
There were times you really made me smile
And there were times you really made me cry
- Emotional Winter
Speak to me
For I have seen
Your waning smile
Your scars concealed
So far from home, do you know you're not alone
Sleep tonight
Sweet summer light
Scattered yesterdays, the past is far away
- Empty
Empty vessel under the sun wipe the dust
From my face another morning black Sunday
Coming down again
And coming down again
Empty vessel empty veins
Empty bottle wish for rain that pain again
Wash the blood off my face the pulse from
- Eternal Rise of the Sun
An unstoppable end
The world turns every day
An ending with no end
So, for this time of morning
I can no longer cry
Even though the story goes on
- Eternity part III
So little time
Your crystal eyes gaze into mine
A burning flame
Forever dreaing, dreaming a lie
Trapped inside internal eyes
Caressed by innocence, a sanctuary for your mind
Born alone beneath pale sardonic skies
- Eternity, Part I
As I turn away from a life so grey,
Where have all the flowers gone?
Just what went wrong?
Innocence, insanity, irony
Stone cold reality
Oh lord come and save me
- Everwake
Somniferous whisperings of scarlet fields
Sleep calling me in my dreams I wondrous
My reality is abandoned I traverse afar
Not a care if I never ever wake
"Вечное пробуждение"
Усыпляющий шёпот алых полей,
Сон манит меня, и мои грёзы чудесны.
- Everything
Needed time to clear my mind
Breathe the free air, find some peace there
I used to keep my heart in jail
But the choice was love or fear of pain and
I...
chose...
- Feel
I've a feeling I may not be coming down from this,
I was searching through the heavens and somehow I slipped,
I feel, I'm seeing so clear
Trying to forget tomorrow and all that's happened.
This is not the way, the way I was meant to be.
- Forgotten Hopes
Hey you.. rotting in your alcoholic shell
Banging on the walls of your intoxicated mind
Do you ever wonder why you were left alone
As your heart grew colder and finally turned to stone
Did I punish you for dreaming?
Did I break your heart and leave you crying?
Do you ever dream of escaping?
- Fragile Dreams
Countless times I trusted you,
I let you back in,
Knowing... Yearning... you know
I should have run... but I stayed
Maybe I always knew
My fragile dreams would be broken... for you
- Get Off, Get Out
I know I feel it flow
I see it grow, I see you low
Hello, too low..?
I know to feel it more
To feel it more, feel it more
Than more..
I feel it more to feel it more
- Hope
Hope
оригинал: Roy Harper
I was not put here by anyone in fear
I came alone as me
Just an idea in a long chain of discovery
Surrounded by the same you
- Inner Silence
Inner Silence
When the silence beckons,
And the day draws to a close,
When the light of your life sighs,
And love dies in your eyes,
Only then will I realise,
What you mean to me.
- Internal Landscapes
[Spoken:]
And I felt myself going. I was in a great deal of pain. It was a very frightening experience I began to slip. I just started to feel myself going, and I remember trying to hold on “I'll be ok, I'll be ok” and it got to a point where I just couldn't.
And everything began to just become very quiet and I can remember with every ounce of strength I had, I wanted to say goodbye to my wife. It was important to me.
And I did, I remember just turning my head and looking at her and saying: “I'm gonna die” “Goodbye Joan”, and I did…
It was then that I experienced... experienced what we call a near death experience, for me there was nothing near about it, it was there.
It was a total immersion in light, brightness, warmth, peace, security.
I did not have an out-of-body-experience, I did not see my body or anyone about me… I just immediately went into this beautiful bright light.
It's difficult to describe, as a matter of fact it's impossible to describe, verbally it cannot be expressed, it’s something which becomes you and you become it.
- J'ai Fait Une Promesse
La voie, le saule s'incline dessus du ruisseau,
Comme une personne qui se descend criant pour l'amant.
La voie le saule s'incline dessus du ruisseau,
Comme une personne qui se descend criant pour l'amant.
Me rapelle d'automne précedente, en révérence,
Je m'ai engagé, je m'ai engagé, je m'ai engagé à vous
Je m'ai engagé, je m'ai engagé, I plegded myself to you.
- Judgement
"Judgement"
Asleep is the rose, in tired innocence dreaming time away.
Secure in the comfort of slumbers faint embrace. Blissfully
ignorant, unaware of the imminence. Recurring memories emerge
from the deep of old secrets unforgotten sleep. They sink
beneath the surface just long enough for you to breathe. Then
return to choke you when you wake up alone. Shredded inside
- Kingdom
There is a whole mountain
And a river runs through it
If you split my mountain wide
You would find many rivers
Among flocks of non-white doves
And non-temptable mortals
The kingdom is much more real
- Leave No Trace
Leave No Trace
Born to the glare of the senses
Spoon-fed reality infused
A new inherent -
passive contentment
you are so easily amused
- Lightning Song
lightning splits the sky
shining blinding white
and here i lie almost asleep
reckoning in a place of peace
so i take a walk to the top of a hill
and the rest of the world is just standing still
and i feel i found my place
in time and space
- Looking Outside Inside
Looking Outside Inside
Is this the one thought it was insane?
coming down against it all
didn't want it – didn't need it – didn't want it
Twisted face of fading beauty
count the cost of suffering
- Lost Control
Life has betrayed me once again.
I accept that some things will never change.
I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony,
and it's left me with a chem'cal dependancy for sanity.
Yes, I'm falling... how much longer till I hit the ground?
I can't tell you why I'm breaking down.
- Lovelorn Rhapsody
LOVELORN RHAPSODY
I hear your voice
It sings so softly
Curious to join in
A harmony to breathe forevermore
Joyous the one to hear a voice
- Memento Mori
My life's minds plagued by lyssophobia
In a cage solitude locks me in
As the dar blackened walls close in on me
Dementia strikes, there's no turning back
Drowning in the stygian sea
As those voices repeat to me my malediction
Memento Mori
- Nocturnal Emission
My passion rise... a twilight ride
Stark light of dark night in my eyes
My forlorn lust...
My soul it burns
My forlorn lust...
My soul is burning
- One Last Goodbye
How I needed you
How I bleed now you're gone
In my dreams I can see you
But I awake so alone
I know you didn't want to leave
Your heart yearned to stay
But the strength I always loved in you
- Panic
"Panic"
You know you ain't going nowhere
you're stuck inside while the mind is flying
you said you'd help me in the morning
twisting on pins into my eyes
and we driving on the ceiling below you
facin' up the walls with your crocked hands
- Parisienne Moonlight
I feel I know you
I don't know how
I don't know why
I see you feel for me
You cried with me
You would die for me
- Presence
One has to come to terms with one's own mortality. And you can't really help people who are having problems with mortality, if you've got problems of your own. So you have to begin to sort things out, and I thought I had sorted things out until I saw this excerpt from this book, of certainty I shall remember what it said: "Life is not the opposite of death. Death is the opposite of birth. Life is eternal." And I thought that it's the most profound words I have ever heard about that issue and it really put me in peace. [I felt it was a wonderful story.] And that's it. What else is there to say? Heh.
Life is eternal. Surely the opposite of life is not death, but life is eternal. There is no opposite.
And so, what happens is, I suppose, [and isn?t this a raging (or outrageous)] state of pure consciousness, stillness and silence? Yeah, what we are looking for now, we are searching for and we have been searching for, now we've become closer to it and now we know it's already there, is there for ever to seek, it's there, and it's going be there, all the time, forevermore.
Only you can heal your life...
Only you can heal inside
- Pressure
[2001] A Fine Day To Exit
As the pressure grows and these feelings flow
trample on bodies, bodies in holes of faith
times I've asked the lord for forgiveness
while kept under a spell of a sweating locust's breath.
No need to tell me 'cos its written on your face
sliding down now with the black lights shining
- Pulled Under At 2000 Meters A Second
Freedom is only a hallucination
That waits at the edge of the distant horizon
And we are all strangers in global illusion
Wanting and needing impossible heaven
Chasing the dream as they swim out to sea
The mirage ahead says that they can be free
Become lost in delusion drowning their reason
- Pulled Under at 2000 Metres a Second
[2003] A Natural Disaster
just freedom is only a hallucination
that waits at the edge of the distant horizon
and we are all strangers in global illusion
wanting and needing impossible heaven
chasing the dream as they swim out to sea
- Re-connect
The fragments of connection died
Some things just won't fade with time
Hide behind a transparent eye
You can't see me but I can you...
Betray withouta moment's thought
Regret nothing but getting caught
Your time has come and here I stand
Why should I hold out my hand to you...
- Regret
As I drift away... far away from you,
I feel all alone in a crowded room,
Thinking to myself
"There's no escape from this
fear,
regret,
loneliness..."
- Release
ANATHEMA - Release
Seeing is believing but I don't want to know
Walk on through the wasteland
I just can't let go
Face down I just break down,
When I see you cry all the time
- Restless Oblivion
My paralysed heart
is bleeding.....
My love¹s torn apart
Desire to be free
A bleak garden to cry
When my inamorato died
Loveless so real
Lifeline of mortality
- Shroud of False
"Shroud of False"
We are just a moment in time,
A blink of an eye,
A dream for the blind,
Visions from a dying brain,
I hope you don't understand
- Shroud Of Frost
Undying odyssey ..... a myriad of times
The soul has seen
Through eyes of heaven
The imperium of earth
Nothing left to perceive
Help me to escape from this existence
- Sleepless
And I often sigh
I often wonder why
I'm still here and I still cry
And I often cry
I often spill a tear
Over those not here
But still they are so near
- Suicide Veil
A sacrifice in the flight of dawn
The beauty of twisted reality
In my heart, my dreams
A sacrifice for freedom
Alone in the grace of the dark
The pains of a failed generation
- Summernight Horizon
In the moonlight
In the moonlight's pale embrace
We come to know the space between us
The space between us
Dreamlight
Dreamlight comes in waves
(the waves within us)
- Sunlight
Sunlight failed but only for a while
In moonlight pale someone made me smile
The shining almost took me but I made it through that night
And in the morning like it graced me and I ran for miles
Into sunlight in a billion dreams that are lost and won
And moonlight in spite of all you've seen there's only one way out
Say you will love me until I leave the world
- Sunset of The Age
Throne of grief
..... in a dying essence
Crying beauty
..... the fettered aura
Forgotten oceans of hope
..... Betrayed aphony
Sullen laughter in unventured paradise
- Sweet Tears
В объятиях друг друга
Мы вместе слёзы льём,
И твои слёзы сладки.
Не всё потеряно
И никогда не будет позабыто.
Как дрожь, объявшая меня,
- Temporary Peace
Deep inside the silence
staring out upon the sea
the waves are washing over
half forgotten memory
Deep within the moment
laughter floats upon the breeze
rising and falling dying down within me
- The Beginning and the End
Inside this cocoon is a dream
the slot in the box that I keep
buried a hundred miles deep
deep in my soul in a place
that's surrounded by aeons of silence
And somewhere inside is the key
to everything I want to feel (feel)
- The Beloved
Another day unfolds, still I exist
Never felt so cold, I never knew I was turning away
Though I can't explain, I only love you now that your missed
As I stand in the rain, just leave me to go through this
I don't think I could face another sleepless night
If only I could trace that elusive light
In a dreamland flight to your agonizing eyes
- The Gathering of the Clouds
Searched the whole world
Found I can't compare
(But we're here, cause we're here
We're here cause we're here
And there's nothing to fear
No, there's nothing to fear) [2x]
- The Lost Child
Adrift on a silent sea
The cold night surrounds me
Black ice forms beneath
The waves of a childhood dream
A far light hypnotized
A voice calls from paradise
- The Lost Song - Part 1
Tonight
I'm free
So free
For the first time
I've seen
New life
New life
Start to breathe
- The Lost Song - Part 2
In a lifetime,
there's a moment to awaken
To the sound of
your heartbeat unbroken
And you’re free now
And I will remain
Still dreaming
- The Silent Enigma
The Silent Enigma
In dreamland grandeur
I held mesmerised peace
Innocence breathed again
A mind's escape
Leave walls of tears behind
- The Storm Before The Calm
Never, never, never, never ever, never leave you
I will, I will always, always be here for you
Found you, found you
I will, never ever leave you
Never
I will always be here with you
Getting better, better, better, better
- Thin Air
love is free
in time, in peace
and now is here
this life, this dream...
you know how it feels but... is it all in your mind?
when you know how it feels to be pushed and pulled through your life
and sometimes it seems like there is life in your eyes
- Underworld
There's always something you won't dare to say
your good intentions, are boring, take me away
if it keeps you sane, well then it's ok
but, if I played it safe, would it save me?
I'd like to get some rest now, if I can just ignore the truth
scratching at my window, this time I got to make a move
ego ibliteration, stand back and watch me melt away
- Universal
Above the clouds
We flew to heaven
Through the eye of storm
and into to the light
I see you
You're everywhere I go
In everything I do
- Untouchable
And I feel like I knew you before
And I guess that you can hear me through this song
And my love will never die
And my feelings will always shine
And I know that you just want me to belong to someone
And I guess that now I'll just be moving on to someone
- Untouchable Part 1
And I feel like I knew you before
And I guess that you can hear me through this song
And my love will never die
And my feelings will always shine
And I know that you just wanted me to belong, to someone
And I guess that now I'll just be moving on, to someone
And my love will never die
- Untouchable Part 2
Why I should feel this way?
Why I should feel this way?
Why I should feel the same?
Is something I cannot say
Is something I cannot say
Is something I can't explain
- Untouchable, Part 1
and I feel like I knew you before
and I guess that you can hear me through this song
and my love will never die
and my feelings will always shine
and my love will never die
and my feelings will always shine
- Untouchable, Part 2
why i should feel this way ( 2x)
why I should feel the same
Something i can not say (2x)
Something i can't explain
I feel you .. Outside
At the edge of my life
- We, The Gods
How can you climb a mountain to kill a God?
Why do you cross unknown lands, to kill our Gods?
Why do you build walls.... to starve our Gods?
Is it for the same reason you blind us?
Is this why you punish our children?
And rape our sisters?