- Blueprints
I wanna be the person that I was made to be
I've only scratched the surface, I'm giving everything
I am never defined by the mistakes I've made
I have a purpose to exist, I've got something to say
There is a hope despite shortcomings we face
Got no love, got no grace
- Death Roll
Terrified in darkness
Another victim in its sight
So cold, so heartless
A hunger never satisfied
Eyes of death, mouth of hell
This wretched swamp we know so well
The hate that we hide
Crawls up from the depths
- Don't Let Me Fade Away
[Verse 1]
We all hide behind a mask
A product of our own self destructive past
We all ache for something deeper than the surface
Searching for anything to break the name "worthless"
Worthless
If only we could see the damage we cause ourselves
It often seems our best intentions pave the road to hell
- High Horse
High horse
Been living under the gun since I first hit the road
Felt broken, lost and defeated, I hit my lowest lows
Incompetence is a killer when the mouth that speaks is ignorant
I'll see you choke on your words, self-righteous hypocrites
You wanna see a war?
I'm here to settle scores
- Me Against Myself
Is it me against myself?
I feel like someone else
'Cause I can't find my way back home
And I don't wanna do it alone
Is it me against myself and everybody else?
'Cause I can't fix this on my own
I don't wanna do it alone
- My Grave Is Mine to Dig
I can't seem to get away from me
This person in the mirror's not the same one that I wanna be
Is there more than what I see?
Sometimes it's hard to let go
When I don't know what lies in front of me
I run away from everything that's good for me
When every voice that you hear is the same one
- Never Said Goodbye
I never said goodbye
Nothing could prepare me for that call
Dropped to my knees, threw my phone against the wall
Said you were gone and I didn't believe it
This isn't real, I've just gotta be dreaming
It's never fair, you were taken way too soon
Feels like a knife in the heart, an open wound
Won't ever heal 'cause I'm tryna make sense
- Slow Burn
I never give myself the time to heal
I bury all my flaws and failures so it won't feel real
Don't wanna think about what I regret
But now I think that I'm too deep, I'm in over my head
I admit I'm a mess, nothing's picture-perfect
I confess, I've misled, thought it'd all be worth it
But now I see that I've been holding back
The things that I should've felt all along
- The River
Trust is dead like everything else you said
Each word more meaningless than the next
Your lips and your lies have severed the ties
I don't deserve this and you don't deserve me
I should've known but I doubted myself
Gave you every benefit of the doubt, I wanted no one else
But I guess I wasn't enough for you
Don't pretend like we can recover
- Twenty One
They say that there's no hope
Don't think
Do what you're told
No!
We've lost our way
Abandoned foundations on which we were made
We're all dying of the same disease
- Witness
I buried the judgment
I covered my tracks
Soon to be forgotten
There's a new life ahead
It was my hope that was fading
I was caught in a trap
It's the burden of failure