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I saw the bridge today, I thought I had it burned
Made a stop to memories, I drowned out and had covered
Falling down into the river, where we’re broken and destroyed
And understand I saw the coming of a past I’d left destroyed

I saw the ghost of everyday, of every year I have forgotten,
And the grief and the confusion
Of a world I’d soon discover

I awaken from this cold sweat, saturated in my own contempt
Nothing left but broken fragments of cherished memories once spent
I’ve screamed blue murder in futility and smashed up walls
to bleed this pain away but I can’t escape from this disarray

Incidentally I’ve already seen the worst of this and I,
I can’t deny this pain inside nowhere to hide (from dusk ‘til dawn)
A sleepless winter in between tragic tales of broken glass

i have so many anchors
so many, so many
(so many anchors)
far too many to be sailing on these seas
(they're pulling me under
and i just want to be freed
but i'm just drowning and clasping)
to the tinder and twine

Why don't you hang these steps upside down,
We'll walk backwards and feel the blood drain to our heads
While your creeping away why don't we pull the punches back?

And perhaps rebuild those severed ties;
When I felt you destroyed everything I knew
I felt ever so slowly becoming you.

Not a word, not hello
Nor how are you, nothing
No response, I’ve been eradicated
I’ve been erased, and now…
Whispers would sound like screams at
This point in time

In short, I would say, I would say its over, time to go

I spent my time back then thinking of nothing but them,
the dead ends of my thoughts the last friends in my head:
and you heard me you heard me you heard me my friend,
sent the ship over seas to save me from death.
Through the storms I have weathered through the dark and the rain,
you sent me the ship that i sail on today.
And the boat sails on like you sang in your song,
and my mind feels clearer several years on.

I spent my time back then thinking of nothing but them,
the dead ends of my thoughts the last friends in my head:
and you heard me you heard me you heard me my friend,
sent the ship over seas to save me from death.
Through the storms I have weathered through the dark and the rain,
you sent me the ship that i sail on today.
And the boat sails on like you sang in your song,
and my mind feels clearer several years on.

And I know she'll be the death of me, at least we'll both be numb
And she'll always get the best of me, the worst is yet to come
But at least we'll both be beautiful and stay forever young
This I know, yeah, this I know

She told me, don't worry about it
She told me, don't worry no more
We both know we can't go without it

Don’t let your life cave in.
No brother, don’t let your life cave in.

I keep sinking; you know that feeling,
when you’re just struggling to find some meaning.
Look inside and you crumble at the undead weight,
while everyone around you gets so sick of waiting.

Will I remember why they would've cared,
(When they know what I did was so fucking wrong)
Put the sail to my wrist, lost the breath in my chest,
(Just to forget all the thoughts I have left)
I took the answers, left my friends in the gutter,
(Left my life right behind me, left myself, left it all)
Left myself, left it all, I have faulted on a stutter
But I know that now,

Are you at all haunted by memories past?
Are you ready to make this one breath your last?
Is your chest so heavy you're ready to leave?
Or are you just hoping that someone will grieve?

I know we were wrong
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I waited for you but you never came, no, you never came

Well once again…
We set sail toward the sky (The Sky with wings of lead)
From frozen cliffs with wings of lead (We Find Ourselves)
And we find ourselves once more (back where we began)
The cornerstone of misery…

I am ready to breathe again
If I had a million last words to tell you

I am either head in the clouds
Or six feet underground
I just can't get ahead of myself
When no one is around

You wanna know what love is to me
It's barely holding on
And gritting my teeth

i know that you've been searching
for me elsewhere
in the cracks beneath your feet
and in the spaces between walls
in the dark wells of the mirror
(in the space i used to stand)
i know that you've been searching
for me elsewhere

There are parts of me
That have been lost at sea
I feel like i'm sinking into eternity
Walk with my little ...
Into calamity, with arms outstretched
for someone to save me

I am a sinking ship

I said farewell to the sunlight,
Said farewell to the sea,
And farewell to my loved ones,
There's no hope left for me!
Farewell to my sorrow,
And farewell memories,
Misery for company,
There's no hope left for me!

There are parts of me that have been lost at sea, I feel like I'm sinking into eternity.
Walk with my head hung low, in calamity, with my arms outstretched, for someone to save me.

I am a sinking ship, I am the anchors deep, set to the ocean floor in an eternal sleep.
My heart is heavy stone, my body brittle bones, my mind an endless storm out in the cold unknown.
Cause I've got to find my light again, my heart is beating fast when will this ever end?
Can I find my way back home again?
This road I travel on, it never seems to end.

why are we even breathing?
if the only reason to exist
(is to stare skyward and put my hands together)
then why am i even here?
to serve a myth
(and carry these burdens on my chest)
as it caves in and free will gives way to
the guilt of lost and misinterpreted verses.

Well I know there's been times when I wished I would die,
but I swear yeah I swear oh I swear I'm past that,
and I'll swear if you will that I will not look back,
yeah I swear if you will that I will not look back.

Take a deep breath now, pass the shallows,
stay steady and hold on, through the darkness we all know.

There are parts of me,
That have been lost at sea,
I feel a constant pain, into eternity.
Walk with my head down low,
Into calamity,
With arms out stretched,
Will someone, someone, someone save me?

Текст песни:
It's not for lack of percipience that I turned my back;
It's just that I've become so absent from my own train of thought.
I'm only just treading water... I'm only just treading water.
It's not for lack of faith in what was shared that I had to leave,
It's just that I've lost track of all the things you said;
And I'm only just treading water, just holding my head above the surface.
I'm only just treading water, but it's starting to seep in-

(i've been trying to find
the space and time
to let them know
just what it's like to be
feeling so alone)
to be feeling so alone
(i know you stayed there waiting
for the world to heal itself

I know you're sinking deeper, every breath a straining gasp.
And I know you're wishing 'please death, just make this breath my last'
but there's life out there for living,
my friend we will not give in, take these words and let the light in,
we'll give you everything worth giving.
I heard a story from a friend about you just last night,
about you swinging by your neck there in the softly fading light -
man you've gotta call you've gotta write you've gotta leave -

Just take it all
My heart, my bones
My every word from out my lungs
My every breath and every thought
Take every word I've ever sang

Although I'm glad to help you out
And get your feet back on the ground

I'll never know what led me down that path,
what made me lose my grasp (what made me lose my grasp).
But now the years have passed and I know in my heart,
no matter where I am. I won't follow that path.
There are things that I've said there are people I've hurt,
there are moments in time when I've been down in the dirt
and I know that it's hard to let go of our pasts
but in each one of us there is hope for fresh starts.

i've been staring for weeks
(at the cold rusted sheets)
and the broken down pillars
(of the years that have passed by)
at the cold depths of rivers
(and the moons that have fallen)
and risen as halves
(i've been star gazing)

It's time to lay my head down
I can hear the weeping song
There are sirens in the distance
As the church bells sound along
Mourning ushers in the rain
Clouds are heavy like their hearts
I sing to them their weeping song
Until their world is dark

Seems life forever,
like forever
since i tore myself apart
and left my friends in the wake
of countless tears and fading life.
when i couldn't seem to grasp the life i lead
and the lives i touch
its one year on now

I know you feel like you're the only one,
Like you've had enough, like you should just give up,
Like you don't give a fuck,

But let me tell you my friends that when it ends it just ends,
There's no afterlife you don't come back from death; [x2]

So when you leave this earth, when your heart stops you'll see,

He lays himself to rest even though he's making perfect sense…
his story goes untold I read his words to see the end unfold...

so we'll never be lost 'till we're all alone
and we'll never be wrong till we're on our own
so wake up and we'll drink for two again.
And we'll never be right till we read our wrongs
and we'll never be done with these same old songs,

You'd, give up the world, take on the earth
But you'll falter I can see it in the way
Your tourniquent is bound
Weak as your will at the lowest point

You'd give up your life, just to feel the earth
Fall away beneath your feet again, gasping for breath with a lack of will
The lowest point brought about by you

I let go of these cold nights long ago and now it's time for you to follow suit.
Take those night sky tears and burning eyes stinging from pursuit;
take your regret and sallow timbre and throw it to the ocean
where misery can seek it out - you know misery loves a lonely stranger.

And you've been waiting with open arms for so long, so long.
Take a breath and roll it out, it's high time for your chest
to resonate something more tangible. The angles, they're cutting in,

You speak my name and shudder, but I'm still here.
I built a bridge here just to burn it, just to light my faded path,
so I could see what's down below me, because how I yearn to see you laugh.
Oh how I yearn to see you laugh.

So selfish were my footsteps and so foolish are they are,
but there's not much I can do here now that I'm living underground.
Speak now my precious whispers, float softly through the breeze,

(We are young, we are young)
We are young
(heartache to heartache)
Heartache to heartache, we stand
No promises,
No demands,
(love is a battlefield)
Love is a battlefield

There ain't no hope in a homeless heart
I've gotta find my way back home
There ain't no hope in a homeless heart
I've gotta find a way to hope
All the roads I take lead to places
That meant everything to us
There ain't no hope in a homeless heart

I am my father's son
I am my father's mistakes
I'm easily undone and I'm no stranger to rage
I am no stranger to rage

I am my father's son
I am my father's mistakes

Oh my god I'm missing you

Oh my god I'm missing you

Out my window, now the world is painted
Perfectly in blue
Time is moving slowly
And my heart searches only for you

when your aspirations
crumble at the feet
of your tormentors
and your jaw feels like its breaking
on the cold hard tile floor and you're
holding onto something that does
farm more harm than good
well then you've reached

This is my open letter,
This is something to remember.
I won't be buried before my time,
I'm not searching for forever,
I've got my eyes opened wide,
I've been searching under rubble from the past,
just looking for a reason to make your life last.
No need to look skyward for you to find hope,

Remember, remember the times when we were younger,
when we shed our tears many times close together.
Remember remember the days left behind,
and the words lost between us in the valleys of time.
Remember my friend now remember my lover,
when I told you that I'd never recover.
And remember the cold stormy weather,
and the promise I made I'd love you forever.

I've been searching for an exit, but I'm lost inside my head,
Where I spend every waking moment wishing I was dead.
For a few minutes get me away from here,
For a few minutes wipe away my tears.

For I am lost right now as the ocean deep,
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.
Yeah I am lost right now as the ocean deep,

Dying alone would be a privilege
if all my friends were like you.
Dying would be a privilege.
if all my friends were like you.

Rusted rail spikes and shards of glass give me rest,
poison the earth in anticipation.
Rusted rail spikes and shards of glass,

Undeserving…this morning will take my arms and wrap them twice
And steal every tear from my, from my eyes

This morning will take my arms
And wrap them twice around my body
And steal every tear from
Every tear from my eyes

I was waiting for you man, right down there by the sea
where we used to meet, to share in our pain and decry misery.
I waited I waited I waited I swear, but when I got down to the ocean,
man you were not fucking there,
I just wish that you spoke up and held out your hand
because you I was there man you that I cared.

I waited for you but you never came, no you never came

its never easy to face yourself everyday
through the fog of shrouded memories
its never easy to face your past everyday
through the haze of the aftermath
yeah
its never easy to admit that
you've faltered and fallen
that you can't do this alone

Seems like forever, like forever
Since I tore myself apart
And left my friends in the wake
Of countless tears
And fading life,
When I couldn't seem to grasp the life I lead
And the lives I touch it's one year on now,

This silence just became disconcerting
And I am more than worried…I…
Try to steal glances through the smoke
But I…I…find that I’m collapsing on the table amidst it all

Staring at exit signs
Until my eyes bleed green and white
Staring at exit signs

(lifts us up)
Let me hear you sing it
(lifts us up)
So when the last light fades

Shine on
Shine on young love
you hold my hands

Burn these bodies
Discard these broken hearts tomorrow
Lets make an oath to never be rid of this austerity
Slit the tear ducts and bleed them dry

There was a call for you to approach the end
Embrace the sadness
So start the car but don't go anywhere

I can say firmly;
none of them knew the colour of the sky (colour of the sky)...
imagine if we were lost at sea;
not a single lip would move, to reveal the stars to me.
I am so... I am so... I am so... I am so... I am so
I am so lost amongst a sea of desperation
that these milky clouds fail to shine their light
on the path I know I'm meant to take.

I am on my own
And in a crowd of people
I feel disowned
Farewells are cold
And I drown in the rain
That fills my soul
Talking to myself
Pushing everyone away

For so many years I held my breath for you,
held under what became the ocean.
Struggling to find footing on what became the ocean floor,
and now, as I reflect on what became my foundation.

Who am I to say the grass was ever greener,
where my own feet struck the earth?
And that the fields, they seem much neater,

Smoke in my lungs, liquor in my veins
Fear in my eyes, panic in the way
I don't think I'll make it out, make it through the day
Clench my teeth and close my eyes, just make this go away

Oh it's tearing me apart, all this pain inside
Liquor in my veins, panic on my mind
Tearing me apart, all this pain inside

The walls white, skies white,
nights white, lights white
(and fuck you)
for being so fucking white tonight
my eyes roll back white,
white everywhere, lips white,
words white, lies cold as the
white ice

Weigh down
Weigh down
On the way down

I've lived the argument
So long so you don't know who I am
They know all the sides of me
That hide behind your [?]

This could be, I think this could be heartbreak... God help me, I've fallen away
The leaves are dancing on my grave Strings are sounding low
We already know
That our world is ending slowly.
As sad as it sounds
Will I miss them when I'm underground? Yeah it's done, it's ok
I'm on my way to a better place

My life is a broken mirror
Forever picking up the pieces
My will is broken
I'd give anything to defeat this
A pill to make me smile
A pill to help sleep
A drink to calm the nerves
That keep me feeling weak

Have you looked up lately
(and seen the cold lonely skies)
and looked into the mirror
(and seen your black lonely eyes?)
well i have, and i want to know
(why i feel the death is 'round the corner)
when i still feel so young
(and in my chest i've the beating of)