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I want my pain to be inflicted on others

Crossing boundaries of indifference
Your greed exceeds the line
Egoism even multiplied
Pressing forward your lies

A path of endless consequence paved with bare hands

Sleep can't catch me
These deformed pictures taunting my mind
Recycling a non stop visible vortex
Snapshots creating a Polaroid past

Seeing minutes turning into hours
Nights turning back to days
The light I see is hurting me

Blindfolded... you're leaving me behind
To keep me from the daylight
Where I would find your intentions
Pertaining to the night

Surrounded by unbreakable walls
Left behind chained in an empty room
Crawling in dark, imprisoned in silence

[Lyrics by: Ronny Tyssen & Patrick Savelkoul]

A fear to be alone
has driven us apart

In your hollow eyes I sense the ultimate frost
A story never to be told

Lifting my eyes I feel the hatred coming out
Reality is scaring the hell out of me
Cruelty of people who believe in their own destiny
Compulsion of your soul into deceitful confidence

Power abuse for their own welfare
With the evil intent they hide their own thoughts
A crystal illumination

Seeing no justice in this world
Created a distance intentionally
You left me standing all alone
Now I'm waiting, digested by uncertainties

Can not deny that you amazed me
I'm still dazed and stumbling around
It's nothing to what's coming to you

Living In The Winter of my Life
Only Misery Is What is Left
My Feelings Slowly Disappear
Will I Ever see The Sun Again

I Can Not Believe
Everything I Wished and Hoped for Is Over now
This Punishment weeps away

Manipulated By His Thoughts
Unknown Of His Ideas
They Gather and Reveal Their Victorious Notions
Transmigration has Been Complete

Manipulated By His Thoughts
Unknown Of His Ideas
They Gather and Reveal Their

I am staring in glass
I see someone that is standing
Who looks a lot like me

Staring in glass, I see someone
Standing who looks a lot but is not me
Just my split identity

"There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing." Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho

Leaning out of the window
Breathing, my eyes wide open
Embracing this shaft of light

Feeling Frightened, timorously waiting
Hoping, for my rebirth to come
Striding for that open door

The dawn has reached the sky
What does the darkness try to hide
Shadows overrun the sunlight
Nocturnal violence took it's price

Diabolic evil minds
They rule atrocious bestial crowds
Ideas seem to fade away

His needs controlling his mind
His heart is beating fast
among their anxious eyes

This easy prey's heart is bleeding
Wishing it's just a dream
In this silent moment...
The serpent's desires allayed

In silence I am wandering
Can't avoid the screaming words
I try to make up my mind
All this thinking makes me blind
No control in my mind.

And I open my eyes
Don't know what to do

I'm hearing your reproachful words
Within seconds my rage is blackening me out
This feeling is way too much for me
I'm crying out my disbelief

Can't handle you showing discontent
After all this time you do not know me at all
Can't you just handle the truth

Don't act so ingenuously
You know you let me fall
Don't play your tricks on me
You know you're the cause of it all

I know what they're saying
That my sun soon starts to fade
What they say it is not true

And why can't you wait a little longer / You don't want to leave this soon /
There's one thing I want you to know / Give me some time before you go / My
ears cannot stand this silence / Please say my name one more time / My eyes
cannot stand the light / So fragile how can you cry / How can you see / My
ears cannot stand this silence now / Say my name one more time / My eyes
cannot stand the light / So fragile how can you cry with a smile / Can't you
wait a little longer / You don't want to leave this soon / There's one thing
I want you to know / Give me some time to explain / Listen to me before you

Leaving me nothing to believe in / Now I'm craving for silence / Never alone
again / They have chosen me / Took away my life / Took away my pride /
Sustaining echoes through the night / Forcing my decline / Whispers
screaming from within / Same words over and over again / Lies becoming
bitter reality / The mirror reflects a stranger's eye / Whispering feels
like fire / Screaming feels like ice

Suddenly, the sun at it's highest peak on my life's brightest day
I will never forget this day you regret
All I can do is turn my back
Never felt this empty inside
Arms open wide
But there's no place for me to hide

What were you thinking?

Whisper slowly, words retrieved / The more you suffer the more I grieve / No
cure to ease your pain / Forgive me I feel ashamed / I'm keeping my promise
/ It will be over soon / Gently, softly, you won't feel a thing / This is
what you wanted / I will end your suffering now / Between these grey brick
walls / Weeping empty tears / Still picturing your face / Your embrace
haunting in my dreams / Choose now or never / It is time to end this now /
This will be the promised relief / Hearing your heartbeat slowing down /
Pulling you close where you belong / Pushing you away / This is your final