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I've painted a picture of what is left for me of what I once loved and it bears no proportion. Is this my destiny?ending up with all the things that seems so strange to me.I'm so sick of letting go of giving all away.Death already took my by his hand so did I finally found my way out. Out of a place where noone knows my name. I'd rather take deaths cold hands than to have noone by my side.Tonight I'm gonna leave this world and I'm never coming back to life. An endless walk through the longest days a painful waiting to be delivered at least.I'm refusing hope I'm refusing love.I am nothing but the ghost inside this world has turned it's back on me.

And again a desperate attempt to be saved by something real, by words you've never heard before. Put your heart into something wrong. You've no idea how to find some comfort. It's up to you what you make of this. It's up to you another life you've always missed. Are we the ones to be your paragons your own pioneers to pave your way? We are the fighting, we are the struggling, we are the battling, we are the ones who'll never give in. Every single trifle can ruin the day but you must get on well with everything that changed. Hope will be by your side if you will stand here strong. Forever in our hearts, forever in this song.

These words run dry although I always tried my best and couldn't find a reason why we can't fucking last.I gave my everything but it was never enough for you. I tried to close my eyes every damn fucking night but a thousand toughts crashed within my head. It keeps me from falling asleep,keeps me from dreaming calmly. Ever since I remember I'd no opportunity to scratch off this fuckin glut. My hands are smeared in blood because of the fighting on the battlefield of sentiments. I just don't know if ther is any reason left to overcome this ardous path and lead myself to victory. It feels like I'm dying tonight and I'm not even sorry to let myself fall.I'm dying (tonight)

Rain falls, waves crashing down on me. I fight fire with fire. I have to accept the fact that I'll never make it through... ...if I chase castles in the sky. It‘s something that I‘ve always done and in the end it‘s the thing that I remember. Open your heart and meet your soul to stem the tide right from the start. It took me years to accept the fact that we'll never make it through... ...if I chase castles in the sky. It‘s something that I‘ve always done and in the end it‘s the thing that I remember. It‘s a wish so simple and true. It‘s the wish of me and you. We dream away building castles in the sky. We're reflecting our actions and it seems they're all dressed in white, but that's a dangerous delusion. You're like a friend, a companion, a sister and your belief in me was so intense. But you will start looking for protection to save yourself from me...

Inner disturbance is painting my day into the darkest grey. A dash of dust and fog attend me on my journey, guide me on this way. The security of my homeland will be left behind. Thoughts have changed me so far, now they are forsaking so fast without a fucking purpose.
I don’t see, don’t hear, won’t feel anything. There’s space surrounding, I’ve lost all hope for the betterment. An abandoned place, fulfilled with peace, silent like the calmest ocean is pushing me away. On this foreign track, this is the first time I’m feeling free. I found my comfort in solitude. No one is by my side, I’ve just stopped to collapse. I found my comfort in solitude. A path of loneliness, so hard to walk.

Realisation and frustration, so close to each other.
Do I still exist?
I raise up my fist in the air to resist.

When the summer ends and the distance grows.
When this love goes black and all I have to know is
that the season‘s over and the winter comes.
Once my father said: „So be the smarter one”.

I can’t explain how I felt then, as I remembered that it was you who had defeated me. What a bitter irony, we once couldn’t make it through the day without each other. I’d wish to say that I never loved you. Hand on my heart, I drowned, I sank to the ocean bed. I gasped for breath but I fainted. We were born naked while the gods watched over us. Too long I took it for granted, but now this paradise’s lost. I just believe the things I see and there ain’t no escape from reality. One wish to be spared from being poisoned of the cold hard truth that is freezing me. As god is my witness, I tried to hold on to each spark I held in my hand to relight a fire of a life that (already) expired. It’s like lifting the weight of the world for only a second and I can’t imagine any attraction. And finally it seems that I’m waking from this dream and slowly it’s emerging that I’ve given up on me. I pleaded the meaning of these words that I said to finally unlearn the things I regret. Still loving life.

Try to embrace the sky, I point my fingers up so high. These clouds are covering the mist across the water. I’m coming back, I’m coming home where the boys turned into men, where the blamed ones lost their innocence and started to be vain. Those times are gone for good, but they just feel a heartbeat away from now. One of these days where I just get lost in all these memories miles away. Again, I’m trying to escape from all what destiny is holding for me every day. Over and over and over, I’m painting these old pictures from lake nowhere in the air. Left eye smiling, right eye crying, this will never be the same again. I see a mother, I see a father. They are still here, they’re growing older. The ravages of time left their marks, but they already lived their lives. Nothing more to prove until the day they die. Where is my light heartedness from all these prior memories? I don’t wanna be left alone, I am afraid to carry all on my own. I put my arms around lake nowhere and I will never let it go. I can’t stop the circle and I can’t even slow it down.

All the songs about letting go,
felt so ironical when I’ve come to know,
all beloved ones drift apart, my beloved one drifts apart.
Standing in the ashes of my hero, that’s tearing me apart.
All of a sudden, it knocked me down to the bottom of my heart.

It’s more blessed to give than to receive,
but once the dark days just left grief.

It’s quite different and so new, but this time I will keep my cool. One million times that I have repent in all countless nights that I’ve spent. I spent it on my own, illuminating feelings to be here alone. With the back against the wall and my head in my hands, I fight against a slow decay. Our bodies are numb, but only my mind is weak, I’m considering that all my love is furnished with leaks. You were sitting next to me, but all I hold is this book full of memories. I must admit that I forgot, how sweet your smile has shined for me. I woke up, facing that we won’t sail to the horizon in front of eternity. From a lover to a sufferer, from the resurrection into a new beginning. I will take my chance to gain a plainer confidence.