- Blood Laced Misery
You play God. Claiming control. Reaping from the soil you stole. We see through your disguise: through the wealth and the lies. False power that means nothing to me. Land of the free ripped from underneath. Cries of sorrow, forsaken, left to suffer. Your hatred runs deep. Bloodline stained with bigotry. No match for the hate inside me. United in chains enslaved by greed and ignorance. Bound by a lust for vengeance. The blood on your hands will spill from your heads. The reckoning is coming. A system not broken, mechanism so refined. Brutal intentions to rob us blind. You raped, pillaged, burned. You killed, plundered, purged. Poison, deception, the blood of your freedom. Devil is the God that you play. Humanity stripped away.
- Cold Hearts in Bloom
Every day feels like the sun rises just for us. And every night spent without you feels darker than the last. Uncertain of where we go from here but for once I’m not terrified. I clutch my heartache close to my chest. Protect myself from the evil I attract. The serpent’s trance shed me of my thick skin. Afraid to ever love again. I’m undeserving of this fantasy. A love like a lucid dream. A love that feels like spring flowers in bloom, followed closely by a storm fixated on mass destruction. I’m sorry but I can’t tell you I love you.
- Drowning in the Silent Black
I’ve been fighting for the right words to say. Fearful that they may be our last. Choking on phrases to keep you safe. I break a little more with every swallow. I’ve lost control on what the future holds. Incompletion setting in as the lonely nights dismantle me. Please don’t forget me when the wind whispers dread. The road ahead: concealed by darkness. This skin is my vessel, flesh and bones I call home. More vacant without you. I watch the sun set as it still shines for you. This distance between us growing harder to get through. This conflict inside of me will soon be bursting at the seams. Every mile on the road, I stray further away from the only true love that I know. I can feel you fade away as the landscapes change. I shiver from the absence of your warm embrace. When the rope to our anchor loosens and frays, any day could mean the end. Waves of uncertainty crashing around us. I will drown myself to keep you afloat.
- Faces Behind The Mirror
I'm down, he is watching me from above
My dream is burning, i dream forever
Keep my life, give me air
I try to think better and better
Solitude has disappeared
Harmony can it be reached?
Misery, don't stay with me
Le't me have a rest, let me be!
- Fragments of a Bitter Memory
It was my first memory: drifting down the aisle. Fists full of petals scattered in your path. Those sacred vows forever changed my world, for better or for worse. Countless lives that you plague. A disease on the path to your grave. Your smile once felt like home. A comfort in closure I’ll never know. True colors show with the bottle in tow, exposing you slow. The devil inside. Still chose to love you despite the demise of the man I had once known. Where did your love go? Struck by a worn familiar face. Hands that crushed my heart of gold. Seasons of life forever change. Healing the fragments you still control. You are everything I despise. Drunken devil. Wicked eyes. I would bury you if I could.
- Hollowed by Affliction
Sense of purpose, I failed to secure. Fresh, vacant body hollowed by affliction. You could never understand. My hell is all too real. My flesh and bones combined with the earth. Reduced to painful words on the tip of their tongues. You don’t know what I’ve seen. Hell is burning inside my mind. The taste of the sulfur embedded in my lungs. Burning, psychosis. I lay in ash. Eternal abyss leaving me breathless. I close my eyes to hide from this reality. Existence is frail. My smile is just a veil. Drowning in my own conception. A curse that traps me forever. Black. Sinful. Eradicate my soul.
- I Live In Mistery
What's the reason for our birth,and death.
Why is there love?
And why is there hate?
Have I a place on Earth?
Or is life only a dream.
Wake me up
My soul wanna' belive
- It Hurts Again
I only can see its face
It hurts and hurts forever
I'm lying in the dept of existence
There only walls around me
It hurts again,i cant feel my body
It was colourful world,
But my memories are getting faded,
Time makes things more pleasant,
- Now You'll Rot
Beaten, choked, brutalized, by the lawless patrol. Retaliate with force and valor. Claim the liberties that they stole. I have witnessed the storm of death that follows in their path. Consuming. At war for their sins, it’s ours to be won. Vastly outnumbered. Held at the throat. Trapped by the tyrants. Strangled by the sinners. Choked by the corrupt. Beaten by the bastards. Days turned to weeks, everlasting agony. Patterns of violence rain down on me. Dissension calls me forth, engage in pain. Take to the streets. Set it aflame I have walked on shattered glass. I have starved to transform. Call me a dreamer in longing for another world. Cleansing the streets with the blood of the bastards. No peace until power is surrendered.
- Severing the Senses
I felt the weight of every mistake you’ve made. Regret heavy on my shoulders. Young and voiceless: the perfect prey for a vicious predator in disguise. Hunting for revenge. Thirsty for blood. A broken bone for each tear I shed. Every pill I swallow drowns the pain. Stale taste of our connection. Every sentence I write is harder to complete. My fingers break from the frustration. I cannot escape this torment granted by the hand of a coward. I took the blame each time you broke my heart. Took away from me my everything. I will deliver you this letter on your deathbed. May these words transcend you to a burning hell.
- Shelter
Cold obscurity falls on me
Into my soul the winter to return
Whips of the storm shivered i hear
I waited for you, but you didn't comeM
onotomy of misterious stars
Hit a nail to the coffin of dusk
My soul has crashed down under the beats
Just the loneliness gives shelter to me
- Signs From The Past
Signs from the past, watching eyes
From an intime age
The door to the unknown is opened
For a long time
There's only a step
Where the knowledge of thousand of years
And dying stones' sound are
- Silent Horizon
I am standing.
Instead of my face the silent surface of the lake
Reflects the profile of an innocent infant
He used to escape from the world crying
And now he cannot belive it's the end
Hesitating smile on his face, bright tear in his eyes
In his glittering glance the life passes
His shadow sinks under the water
- Slave To The Night
Dawn found me lying on the ground
As soon as the night passed away
And the wind among the trees
Is watching me as a hunted game
I feel cold on the dewy field
Where my mind found me
I fear in the early morning light
That death was banished by
- Somewhere In The Deep
The magic has gone
Everything's like chaos
The voice is strange
The touch's cold. The night is colourful
Every sound of it makes me shudder
Attack me from the darkness
Breathes its frosty breath to me.
Somewhere in the deep -
- The Night Embraces Me
The night's an offspring of black dreams
Everything's dark, the shades on the walls
Invite me
The memory of my dreams is a distant light
The wind groans the sign of my soul
The night embraces me
You've taken everything away
- The Valley
The valley where i can feel the infinite
Cold touch of time forever
The valley which leans over me to defend
And i lived there as a slave
She became my mother and father
And the only one who really knows me
And when i close my eyes forever
She will known why i do it
- Under The Dreams
Being submerged under the dreams
In an other dimension
The time loses it's essence
The mind's flying free
The memories that have been
Living in the deep
Now they're rising to the surface
The sounds are embracing me
- Until Mourning Comes
Death lingers closer than ever. A year cursed with news of passage. Disease that spreads like terror. Like the message on that fateful day. You were perfect, unlike anyone else. I still can’t make sense of this. A story too short, far from borrowed time. Sunward you climb, forever you’ll fly. I will live free in your memory. Breathe the love you left behind. I will live free in your memory, like the moon held by the midnight sky. Words like daggers cut straight through the bone. A eulogy that reads just like a poem.
- Wants Me Back...
I feel the light is calling me
Slowly I leave my body
The power Thrills me
A kind of dark tunnel
At the and of the way, the light's waiting for me
I would stay with it
But my time hasn't come yet
- Watch My Promise Die
Caught in the spiral
Of constant fear
Numb to the sickness
Distance myself from my blessings
Comfort in my sabotage of self
(Embracing their poison) with a tightened grasp
The pen bleeds dry
Tearing myself from the inside
- With Brush Of Madness
I walked on dusty roads
On burning lands
The wind picked up my sigh
The dust swallowed up my steps
Dark changed the light
The sky wasn’t blue longer
Crying trees bended
Down over dryed rivers