Am I InsaneTired of being alone
I need to find someone that
I can relate to
Share my thoughts and spend my time
Everyone seems to have found their addiction,
a piece of time in the sun
ApologizeI'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Close My EyesI never wanted you to know
You said you'd leave but you never did
It's time you meant the words you said
and I'll be the one standing with regrets
Can't stand your leaving
I turn around...
Generation DisgraceSame dress — the world rages..
A 2-minute-fuck gets you 3 in
the spotlight — yeah..
A white dollar-bill and a lame rhyme..
- That´s how you get your hot spot
on prime time..
People just don´t give a damn!
Hear Me NowI can´t believe you´re gone..
Yesterday there was nothing wrong
What the hell happened?!
Can somebody tell me
I want to cry but I´m too mad
There´s nothing left but being scared
The pain just makes me blind
How could this happen…
I Know Who I AmToday I woke up with a clear mind
Like nothing could get in my way
Sometimes you just feel what is right for you
Not really sure what might happen..
All my life I´ve been trying
to never give up
All my life I´ve been fighting
I'm a MonsterA couple of pills for my aching head
what happened last night
It´s totally blank
Empty bottles are everywhere
And who the hell is that guy in my bed..
My darling demon is my only friend
- Here it comes..
But I´m not gonna die..
I'm SorryI'm sorry
The first time that we met
there was nothing, that i noticed
about you that could capture my eyes
nothing but lies
and if the time you turned your back
Just A FriendWho am I to argue?
I can't change the colour of my eyes
Do you really need this?
Oh, please just let me go
I wish that you'd understand
I'm not what you're looking for
ObviousI told you not to mess with me
I´m not like any other girl
But now it´s obvious you never
heard a word I said
Knew that I was stupid thinking
I could make it better for me
trusting you with every detail
of my life
Ready To Go BackOH, IT MAKES ME SICK JUST THINKING OF YOU
(TIME TO PAY)
REMEMBER YOUR EYES TURNING BLACK EVERY
TIME THEY STARED RIGHT THROUGH ME
DROVE ME CRAZY
AND I´M TURNING AROUND
I´M READY TO GO BACK AGAIN
Road to DepressionHow you can live with yourself
is beyond any reason for me,
and the rest of the world, I believe
I wonder, when all your thoughts came
to action where was
your humanity..
How could they stand up for your beliefs..
Where´s your dignity?
Spend My DaysWhy am I going this?
Just don't know
But it feels good
I know I'm not supposed to (I'm not supposed to)
What do you think
That I should do?
I can't help it
Still BelieveI need to leave it all behind
Caus' straight ahead with open eyes
Surround myself with all the love i deserve
i tried to help you understand
you need to breathe again
Don't let me die
Now i'm standing here
Walk AwayDO YOU REALLY BELIEVE IN THIS
AND WHO ARE YOU TO TELL ME SO
I THINK I´VE SEEN IT ALL BEFORE
WELL, THAT´S YOUR LIFE, IT´S JUST NOT MINE!
YOU THINK YOU´VE MET THE PERFECT MAN
BUT I SURE WILL DESTROY YOUR PLAN
I THOUGHT YOU WERE A FRIEND OF MINE
HOW COULD YOU TURN THIS IN THIS TIME
Wasting LiveWho do you take me for?
You need to understand
You can't control me
And I don't have the strength
To listen to you anymore
I was down on my knees
And you kept on
And now I'm ready
What We SayIt's been a while
Since you left
And I must admit
That I've never felt so betrayed
And this time
I've learned so much
'Bout the two of us
WretchSlowly left behind
But given notice fast
Innocent falls the deepest
Fake promises, that it´ll
soon work out
So go home to your family
and calm them down..