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there's so much we could do if i wasn't dead
we'd go for walks in the rain if i had legs
but i only have bones
and soon they'll have turned into dust
i can only see you from far away
how i wish i could get out of this grave
we could fall in love
but soon i'll have turned back to dust

they said i was fucked in the head
and dragged me out of my house
later on on the way to your school
left my body on the side of the road

now you've come back into my life
it's like all the dreams i had have come true
i fell asleep in my car one night

And I was driving with a girl
Saw a dead cat on the side of the road
I was driving with a girl
Saw a dead cat on the side of the road

I was driving with a girl
(I was driving with a girl)
Saw a dead cat on the side of the road

stay in bed, sometimes turning to my right, until i close my eyes
this is not a song about sleep or death, it’s about something much smaller and paler than that
i’m not going to show it to my friends.
cause when i came home i’d lost thirty something pounds,
i didn’t leave my bed, i threw up in a bathroom in baltimore
before dancing with a girl i’ll probably never talk to again.
we won’t be friends.
and i won’t be nice to anyone because i don’t see why i should.

You said I wasted all your time
You said I wasted all your time
I thought you wasted all of mine
I thought you wasted all of mine
She said it all, she said it all
She said it all, you don't like me anymore
I don't, I don't, I don't

I made friends with a ghost
We hang out almost every night
When I’m lying in my bed
He creeps into my head
He fills me with dread
And everything is fine

I made friends with a creep

everything i like is going to hell
and everyone i like is living in hell
i’ve got no use for friends
only connections
give me what i want and leave me alone
and in five years from now i’ll be living in hell
in ten years from now i might as well be dead
when i wake up at night i am floating above

Can we see the beautiful
Pictures of your life
Projected on the side of a house?
When fall comes they'll find me
Covering my eyes
In a pose reminiscent of a child scared of
The dark but it's not the dark
That scares me and when I go, I

i'm dropping out of school
i've found a new job
doing what i love
and you can't stop me now
mom and dad
i'm sorry that you have
to find things out this way
but i guess you could say

three more days and
i’ll have a ddr pad
i told my mom i’m going
to get in shape i’m going
to play ddr
for days
ten pound weights in each hand
amphetamines

i am my own hell
and i have made my home
in a place where no one ever goes
i'll always be alone
i'm learning all kinds of tricks
how to drain the blood out of my face
and spend a summer in bed
so everyone will think i'm dead

We've called a meeting
To mourn the death of art
Driving to the store
I'm not inspired anymore
Some days it's a lost cause
Anxious in the hair salon
Fix myself in the mirror
I don't know what happened here

the sun is hidden
behind the clouds
the sun goes down
i see it fall
i write your name
at the grocery store
i want to see
what it's like to be you

you said you hate yourself
so let me feed you strawberries
off a plate I bought from a widow
who was selling her husbands things

and we’ll see if you still hate yourself

if you still hate yourself

i will take pills
and when i do
i will call you
cause i don’t like myself
but i can’t be someone else
and i don’t like you
you don’t like me too
so i will get sick

A comedy of errors old friends on a terrace
Am I burning in hell?
I don't know, I don't think so
Learning to walk in heels
Smoking crack with Maria
"I don't wanna die" I tell myself
Then every day I surprise myself

fucked up in my head
lay down in my bed
touching your shirt
you know i want you bad
watching you take off your pants
you make me feel
bad about myself
i'm wasting my time

i have dreamt about what it's like to die
and i saw myself becoming shadows again
just like i did when i was a kid
i saw my bones crack open and all the things i've been hiding from you spill out
all the secrets that i never thought i'd tell anyone about
i am warm and i am bored and i am drifting through this place
it's no better or worse than anything else that's ever happened to me
but i wish that i'd never met a lot of the people that i've met

'bless this ugly heart so i can love you like i want; if you don't want that that's fine. i can do this all my life. take the things you want so i can feel some way you want; do i feel some way you don't? i won't know. i built something good it exists inside my head & just like everything it won't exist outside my dreams

when you came home i wrote a song
i never showed anyone
i still remember the hook it went
'i'm getting clean for you'
because i wanted to get clean again
and i knew that if i did we could be happy
we did it once before
i thought we could do it again

i don’t want to go to sleep
and i don’t want to dream
on a table or on the floor
in a car outside at night in the snow
waking up in someone else’s bed
something tells me i’m losing my head
i don’t want to leave
just dye my hair and sleep

xxxxxxx i have no longterm plans for this body
i want to be part of you while i still can
xxxxxxx my mouth filled up with blood
let me be part of you while i still can

when am i coming to your school
you know that i should see you soon
before something takes me out of here