- 27
My father said, don't be so scared
Driving home all alone
You're in a hospital bed
I close my eyes
Ignore the sun
Try to wake up from the dream
It's not working this time
- 53 Reynolds
As I sit here without you
I wonder what I should do to get you in my life
then I realized, my time is coming up
so I'll just sit here and wait for my turn
I could be next
if you think so.
- Be a Toy
Not saying you’re here
Never alone yeah always near
Do you regret being used?
Are you used to it yet?
Don’t throw me away
I want to be your toy forever
Don’t throw me away
I want to be your toy forever
- Blush
Last year, I tried to learn
What makes me so insecure
What better way to pass the time?
I lost myself in my mind
I just want to hear the words you speak
When I'm not around, what do you think?
I think I'm hopeless, I think I think too much
- Call it Quits
I wish I could tell you what I think about you
But I can't
All these thoughts are overrated
Pile it up, keep it inside
now there's nowhere left to hide
Wish I could tell you, but I can't say it.
But I can't
- Coxton Yard
Feeling like a bag of bones
Shriveled up and cold
Nineteen years old
And draining out all of my insides
On the floor every night
Is supposed to make me feel alive
What would things be like
- Crescent-Shaped Depression
The mountains surrounding
Mark the boundaries you're not meant to leave
I'll stay "far away"
But to keep my place
I want to write our names on a culm bank's face.
Our hands only shake when we cross state lines.
I've made hundreds of mistakes
- Dizzy
Shirt was in the car
when it happened
Swear to god we're cursed
with all this sadness
I'm dizzy in the thought
Memory loss
Your chrysalis
- Evander
Being crushed from your closing walls.
I never thought it would have come to this.
I'd try to tell you but my lungs are being crushed.
My voice is the last thing that i thought i'd ever miss.
I hope this makes you see just how you destroy me.
Now i guess i'm just a liar.
Would i be lying if i said i don't know?
Now i guess that this is over
- Flying Solo
Go face the facts
your facts are fiction
I'll nod my head, pretend to pay attention
never really understand.
Cause everything you say is nothing to me
how hard is it for you to see
that I don't care anymore.
- Frown
It's hard to come to terms
that things can't be taught but be learned,
like feeling when you question reason.
The ceiling came down this season.
Keep this a secret:
I hope we never make it past our town.
Forever living with a frown.
- Gold Waite
I'd like to thank you for being there when I needed you most.
It was nice of you to stick around.
I'd also like to thank you for watching me drown,
not saving me, or bringing you down.
I should have walked all the way home,
forgotten all your names, and not answered the phone.
Well I guess this brings us to where we are now.
- goldwaite
I'd like to thank you for being there when I needed you most.
It was nice of you to stick around.
I'd also like to thank you for watching me drown,
not saving me, or bringing you down.
I should have walked all the way home,
forgotten all your names, and not answered the phone.
Well I guess this brings us to where we are now.
I can't stand you anymore.
- Hope
I'll make it obvious, I'm done with this
I don't want anymore
I know it's no different than before
A waste of time with no time to waste
I love to hate mistakes you make
and I know you don't know anything
Enough is enough, word for word
- Hypernight
Vague I'm so misleading
Forgotten feelings
Try to read my mind
Hiding secrets in front of open eyes
See a question in its reflection
Never knowing more
Than if you're the flower
- Hypnotize
Sink into the floor, what can I say?
You haven't heard before
Is it too much to cope again?
I just wanted to know
I just wanted.
Day dream all day
- In-Between
Constantly in-between home and where I'll be.
Light separates the space.
I feel the cold against my face.
I know I'll be there soon.
Don't worry, I saw it too.
- Leaf
I never was able to say
Just how I was feeling.
Can't let you see me in this state.
Everything is packed. I'm leaving.
Do you really wanna know?
Do you really?
- Let Down
I wish I could see you now
After all those times you let me down
And I'll tell you how I feel
And I'll return the favor after this knife's out of my spine
And I'll take back what is mine
Look back and rewind
To all those times that you lied
- Liar's Love
Losing trust in human touch
It's honest like a liar's love
Disappear as hands draw near
Avoid the longing sense of being one you trust
Don't count on me
I'm not what you need
- Light Up the Eyes
It's hard to talk when the words are on the tip of your tongue
It's hard to make a move when you feel like the only one
I'm giving up on you
I've made up my mind
And now I'm going through with this
Don't try to take my thoughts
I still know what I said before
- Like A Ritual
First time in a while that everything is fine.
I’d lie to you; I’ve been lying to myself all the time.
And your voice in the back of my head-
wishing things could be quiet.
And your voice, murdering the silence-
consistent like a ritual.
I’d stop and stare imagining that you’d be there.
- Make You Cry
Can't fight the feeling of death
when it wraps its hands around your neck.
Like the pill that's underneath your tongue,
swallow it with a soft regret.
And all the things that make you cry-
remembering you'll watch your parents die.
And all the people that you love in your life
find their way above the Irem Shrine.
- Memorial Field
It was quiet while we walked through Kingston.
Hand in hand, the streetlights led us to where you lived.
We were alone and all you could say was
"All good things must come to an end".
You said the words in my mouth were more alive than I was.
I guess I don't belong here.
I guess I don't belong.
Why not tie a noose around my neck?
- Missed
I try to recall what it feels like
To feel missed when I'm away
It makes me feel the same
When you're not listening
You were begging me to stay
I just can't think about how
Better we could be alone
All alone
- Neck Deep
First things first, I'm prepared for the worst tonight
and all this adding up is pulling me back down.
You better keep your distance.
You're stupid, worthless, just for instance.
Honestly, you're on to nothing
by thinking what you thought was something.
You better keep your distance, watch your step,
and don't forget that I know where you sleep at night.
- neck seep
First things first, I'm prepared for the worst tonight
and all this adding up is pulling me back down.
You better keep your distance.
You're stupid, worthless, just for instance.
Honestly, you're on to nothing
by thinking what you thought was something.
You better keep your distance, watch your step,
and don't forget that I know where you sleep at night.
- No One Stays At The Top Forever
I'm trying to find myself
In the shadows of my room
But I was suffocated by
vacant walls
And solitude
Knee deep, I'm losing sleep
- Numb, But I Still Feel It
But did you know?
I hold my breath through every tunnel,
and wish I could get over this feeling of slipping under.
But I never get that far.
Everything's so uncertain.
Can't find the right direction.
You look in the mirror and tell me you see clear.
- Receiving Line
I cut my hair on Tuesday, I thought it would help you stay away.
From the New York subway, world unraveling.
We drove my car that weekend, 100 miles barely speaking.
9am heavy breathing, try to figure out the meaning.
"I'm sorry for your loss"
You probably get that a lot.
- Secret Society
I made promises that I can’t keep.
I fell asleep.
I was the one who locked the door.
I lost the key.
You told me lies straight to my face,
but I guess that’s fate.
I said, “everything is fine with me.”
I lied through my teeth.
- Shed
You're cold like the blood that runs through your veins
I've been told
There's a black spot next to your name
You can't seem to erase
Shed your skin, change your face
You are the same
You are the same
- Stab
Memorial Day came and went again
And I feel the same
How much you've changed
And I've heard all about
Where you've been
How you are now
But I'm still remembering
Last year's parade
- Stab.
Memorial Day came and went again
And I feel the same
How much you've changed
And I've heard all about
Where you've been
How you are now
But I'm still remembering
Last year's parade
- Symmetry
There's symmetry in the way you cut me straight in two.
Each side reflects the image of a crowd in an empty room.
You're a match that can't be lit.
Spark a flame, burn infinite.
You broke me like a mirror.
Seven years keep adding up.
Walk barefoot through the glass,
- Sympathy
Can I tell you everything?
All I ever wanted was to be interesting.
You said you don’t mind.
Lie to me one more time.
I’m boring, no fun at all.
I put my head right through the wall.
I try to make myself feel.
No luck this time.
- Trace Me Onto You
Trace me onto you
Criminal
Had my blood removed
Cold world
Withdrew vividly
You move so smooth
Mumbling jealously
- You Can't Say Kingston Doesn't Love You
Talking to myself
But I can't hear over your mouth
I'm thinking out loud
What's keeping around
What's keeping me chained down to changing sounds
Your parents car and your town
I know this about staring across the room
- Your Screen Door
I grabbed my things and rode to your place.
I knew you'd be there
Four twenty three
On your parch swing talking with me.
And I'm thinking, "What am I doing?"
This is killing me.
I'm dying quietly.
Four twenty three.