- Abuser
Our world is caving in, we are questioning, we are fighting with regret
Our colors fading out just blending in with the sick and desolate
And I've been stumbling around beat down forming concrete in my throat
In a world so lost I can't believe we are giving in so fast
Don't become amune to the sickness that eats us all alive
I hope you're scared
You'll feel his wrath on judgement day
Cracked teeth smashed bones and we're walking strong
- Bible Butcher
I'd been a slave to a culture of wasted flesh, I must confess that I took pride in my simple life, I'm not a saint I'm not a perfect example, I live my life, love and die, just take one step at a time, and you'll never change my mind, trust these words, there's not a book that can change my mind, so take this and trust me cus I just feel so suffocated by you, will you let me breathe? I've got this spite that follows me, every problem is somehow caused by me, I will never win, so I'll take the blame for everything, I would never betray you, I'm still the same and I'm not the only one who feels jaded, you build these walls between us, and you can take this whichever way you want, you are just a voice inside my head, (it's in my head), I won't question my urge to stop you, I won't listen or change my ways, fuck your beliefs take them back where you found them, open those ears, shut your mouth and just hear my side, I'll change your mind, I will change your mind
- Bleeders
I've been in here for three months and fourteen days
You've managed to disfigure me, I'm already ruined
I am a part of you, I live because you breathe
Do you honestly not feel anything for me?
How could you do this to yourself,
2 days before you didn't even know his name
Will I ever get the chance to meet my father?
Do you even know who he is?
- Both To Blame
(Who do you wanna be?)
(Who do you wanna be?)
(Who do you wanna be?)
(Who do you wanna be?)
It never made much sense
I never gave you what you need
Grew a separate way most every day
But I'm happy that you left
- bully
I was never one for violence, I could hold it in and just let go, a word could never destroy me, but you just pushed my limits, everyone hates you, you're such a fucking failure, parents look, parents stare at you, you're family's a disaster, I feel my stomach turning, everywhere I look they're staring at me, eyes on my back, it's eating me alive, there has never been someone that gets me like you, the chills are racing up my neck, when you fall asleep tonight the devils watching every move you make, take your fucking words and just leave me alone, this is over, take a step back now, there has never been someone that gets me like you, the chills are racing up my neck, you can never antagonize me, I am bigger than this I'll never leave
- Clots
There's so much left to clean, there's blood where blood should never be
There's demons screaming in my ears
"you should be proud of what you've accomplished in years of your absence,
your time alone has paid off it's paid right off"
You should not be here right now, it's 3am and they're asleep
Yes they're still sleeping
Just tie her up they'll never hear her
Just Hurry up, I promise you it will be worth it
- Digging Your Grave
DIGGING YOUR GRAVE (песня про Остина Карлайла из Of Mice and Men) это был первый трек, написанный после First Born. Во мне кипела ненависть и надо было выпустить пар. Я хотел, чтобы эта песня звучала настолько агрессивно, насколько возможно.
- Fiction Religion
I sold my soul for a conscious mind living on the other side of life, I just keep falling back faster and faster, the hands from below keep on pulling me under, I am living in between, can't seem to shut my brain off, I haven't slept I keep waiting on a sign, I won't live a lie to give meaning to my life, I don't feel anything now, my hope and my faith let me down, I will never be one of those creatures that lives so mundane, to the ones who have never opened their minds past what they've been shown, to every false prophet who claims an answer to what they cannot show, reality is coming quicker than you know, could you watch your children burn? Yeah, you think you could, think you could yeah? I don't think you could, no I don't think you could, and that's the difference between you and him, can't seem to shut my brain off, I haven't slept I keep waiting on a sign, I won't live a lie to give meaning to my life, I don't feel anything now, my hope and my faith let me down
- Flith
You better watch your fucking mouth, before I rip it off your face, right off your face, I saw you walk away, right through the door, no goodbyes were said, no goodbyes were said to me, leave the same way you came in, we won't be waiting here, just start your engine, we've seen this act a million times, don't think we don't know what you do when you're on your own, soak in the sex and greed, enjoy this while you can, it's coming back, I saw you walk away, right through the door, no goodbyes were said, no goodbyes were said to me, leave the same way you came in, we won't be waiting here, we've seen this all a thousand times, it's time for you to stay away, we'll be just fine without you, don't show your face again, we've been just fine without you, don't show your face again, just stay away
- Guts
What's stopping you this time from everything you know you want to do
I waited outside for you, with nothing but my fists and rage
I saw you peak out the window, I'll be here until the morning breaks
I'll never let this go, you better lock your doors, I am coming for you
You better pray I shed an ounce of mercy for you
You better pray
- Mind Controlled
Did you assume we’d forget this
Were you expecting their forgiveness
Are you that bold and that cold
To think they’d let you run around in the streets as a witness
I never thought it was your fault (no)
I never thought it'd be this cold
Now I'm in a mess, it's probably best
- Miscarriage
Every time I place my hand on her,
I can feel him moving,
I can hear his heart beating,
all the color comes back to his face,
please keep breathing,
keep your heart beating,
I keep on praying he's happy,
and every day's the same,
- Molester
Dear Mr. Coleman I hope your fingers rot
I pray that you will be the last of your kind
This is a warning to you,
hell will seem like a ride compared to what awaits for you
That evil look you gave her, that contradicting smile
Those goosebumps swell with your perversion
He whispers "I will kill you"
The sweat drops from his brow
- Neighbors
You were the last thing I had to hold on to, don't try and cover it up or justify this, stagger your way out of our lives, you're just as worthless as he is, your selfishness makes me sick, how can you live with yourself? What is wrong with you? Where did you go? After everything we've been through how could you do this? Your broken teeth and the scars on your face, you really miss that? You really wanna go back to that? I heard you scream as he ripped you to peices, smashing your face on the table, I'm finding out, I never needed you to begin with, we don't need their charity, we don't need their apathy, step aside, this is not your problem, this has nothing to do with you, we will never need you, we'll never need your help, stay away from me, I don't need your help, all I wanted was to have my family back, to see my mothers smile, to hear my father say he loves me, one more time, why does everything change? Why can't we go back to how things were before? I'll never take it for granted, I'll never fight for anything else, I will fight for this, I will fight for everything, so go ahead and shut us out again, pray that someone takes your place, you are worthless
- Nothing Leave This Room
Everything you ever wanted was laying at your feet,
A loving family with open arms and everything,
I can see so clearly now,
I can almost feel it right now,
It's keeping me awake
Stuck in this empty room,
Replaying everything in my head,
- Nothing Leaves This Room
Everything you ever wanted was laying at your feet, a loving family with open arms and everything, I can see so clearly now, I can almost feel it right now, it's keeping me awake, stuck in this empty room, replaying everything in my head, I can almost feel it as much as I don't want to, I tried to show you the man that I could be, but now it's over, it's time to let this be, I'm moving on with a new perspective, leaving all the peices of this broken home in my rear view mirror, it's time for me to start over, and every single chance I get I say a prayer for you and your saftey, why God, why have you abandoned me? Memories are all you'll ever have, I hope they stay with you forever and always, I hope they stay with you, I won't forget a thing, take everything, remember me
- Population Control
I see them all I watch them multiply, I found them feeding on the young and I know they feel no shame for what they've done here, they slither and swallow the prey that they take, every night it gets harder to get off, the pills and the games they won't last you forever, tell me what it's like to be a fucking waste, and to have respect from no one, you live to keep the problem in its cycle, yeah, you disgust me, every single line planned out and they fall hard, just another roll in the hay, they won't remember your name, mistaken my words once again, don't forget that I knew you when this all began, you're on borrowed time, your days are numbered, what made you think that this is yours to take? You've been living a dream life, it's sickening, drink, fuck, sleep, repeat, does it ever get old? This time I'll wait here, I'll set it off, slit your fucking throat watch you bleed and then we'll burn you down, we are all fed up, I'm gonna shut you down, I will chew you up and I'll spit you out, it's overdue I'm the one that's gonna call you out, bitch, I am done dealing with fucks like you, sticking your dick into anything that moves, you are a waste of flesh, I have no patience, no fucking remorse anymore, I will set this off again, lay you out flat, just like the girls you ruined, it's been a dream of mine to make you suffer, it's plain to see the calm it brings, the wait is up, I'm listening, it's got you now, a victim of lost time, you're out of time, explain to me the reasoning, the wait is up, I'm listening, it's got you now, a victim of lost time, you're out of time
- Premeditated
PREMEDITATED Девушку, с которой я встречался пару лет назад, изнасиловали, пока я был на гастролях. Месяцами я вынашивал идеи, как убить этого негодяя. Никогда не думаешь, что такое может произойти с близким человеком. А когда такое случается, это просто сносит крышу. Я бы мог написать книгу об этой песне.
- Rat Poison
Something's off, I can taste it now, everything in the room keeps spinning, please stop moving, please stop standing there, my throat is getting so dry, I'm freaking out, God help me, I am losing my mind, I'm living in my fathers spite and my mothers fear, I will never know I life, I will never sleep through the night, this is your mistake, correct it and cut off, all this time I thought you hated me, I guess it's my fault you couldn't control yourself and the demom between your legs, I will never give you the satisfaction, you'll never hear me screaming, fuck you and these little games you play, you're wasted now you've thrown your life away, I can see you're getting slower every day, your lungs are giving out, your arms are slowing down, we both know this can't last forever, things will change, everything will change, I can't take another bite, I can't hold this down
- Runaway
Thrown me away
Paralyze me I'm realizing
Day by day it passes by me uninviting
Counting the days
You're running away from me
Running from everything
- Shyann Weeps
Her face was so mangled it didn't even look human anymore, I stood and watched her drown in her own blood, and I'm hoping if there's a hell that that's exactly where she is right fucking now, I can't get this out of my head, the dream was so vivid, trapped inside my own mind, I'm thinking thoughts that make it hard to fall asleep at night, I'm obsessed, I'm anticipating the sounds that she could make, every voice goes silent in the back of my head, I feel a void pumping through my veins, so inhumane I could never speak, I can't believe that you've managed to slide through, breeding, deceiving the ones that you love, you make me fucking sick and I will not let you spread your disease to the rest of the world, all the ones you thought you knew turn against you, turned their backs and let you drown just waiting on the demons now, I just keep waiting, hoping, obsessing, I just can't get you out of my fucking head, I hope you're waiting for me, I hope you know that I'll never stop pushing, fuck you, fuck your family, fuck any of your friends, and fuck your dumb tattoos, fuck you, I will never stop, I'll never let go of this, I'll keep your name in my mouth till the day that I die
- Small Face
I wasn't sure if I should stay or go
I had covered for you for way too long
This isn't how it's supposed to be
And it's taken it's toll on me
I'm so disgusted with myself
You told me they'd never find out
They wouldn't care, they wouldn't believe me
I hope you let me sleep tonight
- Sober And Soulless
There are things I'll never understand, there are times I almost leave, pretend the life I had was just a dream, some days it truly kills me, it's getting harder to go through life, all the thoughts that haunt my head, all the ones that just leave me restless, just let me be, I'm so strung out, making everything worse than it needs to be, I'm always finding the downside of everything, I won't live in shame, can't live this way, and I'll be the first to say I know I'm going insane, I've been just getting by day by day, watching everything go, the things that I love come to a close, every day I'm awake it's the same thing, every wall is the same, it's the same place, I'm living the life that I had always feared, I've ruined the chances and the hopes that I held dear, but today things change, I've beaten myself up far to many times, I've let my life pass me by for too long, I let my life pass me by, I won't live in shame can't live this way, and I'll be the first to say I know I'm going insane, There are things I'll never understand, there are times I almost leave, pretend the life I had was just a dream, some days it truly kills me, it's getting harder to go through life, all the thoughts that haunt my head, all the ones that just leave me restless, I let my life pass me by
- Superbeast
Shriek the lips
Across ragged tongue,
Convulsing together.sing
Violently, move the jaw
Cry aloud. bound up the dead
Triumphantly
The ragged they come and
- Take Me Away
The day you passed away
Something about this place changed
We're waiting for signals of love
But you were cold and I guess you'd had enough
Spoke my name, I felt your pain
As your eyes cloud up and then close shut
- The Father's Seed
You were just a mistake.
Nothing I had planned for, nothing I wanted.
You ruined everything I had.
Just know I wanted you dead,
There is no god, there is no heaven.
And love is just a word we say,
Don't get this confused,
- The Fathers Seed
You were just a mistake
Nothing I had planned for, nothing I wanted,
You ruined everything I had,
Just know I wanted you dead
There is no god
There is no heaven
And love is just a word we say,
- Too Far Gone
I think I've been too hard on myself
I know I'm just passing through
I still don't sleep and I don't trust myself
To be the strongest for you
It's all so strange and I don't recognize
Faces of ones I adored
I tried my best to keep moving forward
But there's wounds that can't be ignored
- Too Heavy
And now I'm begging for your love
But no, there's nothing left from you
It's all too heavy for my heart to lose
I guess the feeling was off
The tension extreme
I'd laid on a cross forsaken it seemed
Torn and ashamed, the cycle remains
I'm draining us again
- Troll
You walk around with an undeserved sense of pride, I know and your friends know I'm not the only one in line, I tried to feel sorry for you, I tried to let go but it's not working, no matter what I try it never seems to change, I can't let this go, I think I'm losing my mind, it's something unpredictable, I think there's something inside that makes me wanna lose it all, you won't take away what I have made for myself, I fantasize about the things that I could do to you, I picture you without your teeth, I'd beat your face into the floor until it laid flat, I'd peel the flesh from your fucking bones, I hope you don't forget that, I have no, I feel no guilt whatsoever, this is a fucking promise, that I will make your life so miserable, don't think that you are safe for one fucking second, listen the fuck up, I am coming, no matter what I try it never seems to change, I can't let this go, I think I'm losing my mind, it's something unpredictable, I think there's something inside that makes me wanna lose it all, you won't take away what I have made for myself
- Washed Up
They ask me why I hardly speak these days
Sometimes it's better not to say a word and hide my face
It's hard to feel love, it's hard to find peace
There was a time I thought these things but that's the old me
What if I'm, what if I'm made for something else
Something some would die for
It's not enough
It never seems to be enough
- Wife Beater
this house was trashed, fists were red with the blood of his children
her water breaks, damned a new life into theirs
these months have blown away, your impulse shakes these walls to shame
their hands reach out to you and leave the same
she's lost respect for you, you died the day your son was born
there's nothing left for you, there's nothing left for you to do
you're just a nightmare, you're just a ghost,
you'll wish you never had this life before