Black CanvasI stare on down from the top of the sky, I sit and wait for the right time to fly.
With all the wonder of a child young and pure, I'll take a step and I'll fall, my body hits the floor.
They don’t come near me, I won’t approach them,
There are things that happen here and nobody knows them.
I locked all the doors, I kept myself away,
I feared what wasn’t there and I couldn’t hold onto my hate.
I used all the words I had to describe what was real,
But it left me speechless, each word I wrote cut holes into my skin.
NoWe'll be fine I'm sure
Just use the other door
I wanna have house like they did
We wrestle till we cry
They fucked our state of mind
Don't settle a break because I'm jaded(?)
Puppets And WiresMy head’s been spinning so fast that it’s burning up,
I scratched my skin through to the bone; your violence is in your silence.
Turn your back on me; your cowardice is your strength.
But it’s the easiest way to say goodbye.
Fuck, it didn’t mean a thing; I’ll bury my head so deep in sand that I’ll be gone.
And you won’t need to explain.
So fucking worthless, every day’s the same and I don’t know what the fuck to do.
I’ll be a dog you can train to lick your heels, I guess I’ll be anything you want because I don’t need my dignity nor self respect just to see through the day. The stench of our real selves is hidden by everyone else.
Where Bees Lay Their HoneyHe won't eat tonight all cold, alone, incomplete
Sometimes I feel it's too much to take
There's no mercy in this fucking city and this life he leads has become a hell
Everything I’ve taken for granted has gone
I’ll be sleeping alone tonight
Everyday it just gets worse and this winter might be the end of him