- 1931
Dear life, I've been working for way too long.
My childhood haunts me, as does growing old
Bare foot walking the streets
A glimmer of hope and now I’m back down on my knees
It’s been a long time now,
This is the end of my life
How could I ever forget?
but between my heart and soul.
- Betrayed
BETRAYED
i dig the graves for the ones ive lost. some are friends some are not.
still searching for my own piece of mind, keep searching but i am always left behind.
so much time but nothing left to show, im just going to have to take it slow.
sooner or later i will be left with no one, will this life ever be made.
getting used to feeling of being betrayed.
im facing choices i don't want to take, knowing it will be a big mistake.
sometimes i feel like im going to break, some people are real but most are fake.
- Clear Skies
CLEAR SKIES
this image won't go away, but my heart and soul are here to stay.
staring into this mirror all i see is me, but this isnt who i want to be.
this isnt the time to look back, walking in the background of others regret
i will always remember when others forget.
mirror, why won't you stop staring at me, take me to that place by the sea
but this isnt who i want to be.
- Endurance
the hours in the day feel like there melting away. couple of years down the line will i still be living like this. its been four weeks now and only feels like one day. sometimes i need your reassurance. but this is my endurance.the pressure of life is caving in on me. i don't know if i can still be this person you want me to be. i feel like i deserve to be alone. as my path already been set in stone. i hate to be down all the time, i but i look out of the window and i really can't define.this world we live in. where am i suposed to begin.my notepad is my only friend everynight i go to sleep thinking never again. most people don't look further than what is in front of them will i always be searching for happyness? close your eyes. open your minds. you only have one chance. you might aswell die, if you havn't tryed. i might aswell die TAKE ME TO A PLACE WHERE ITS COLD ALL YEAR ROUND. ITS THE ONLY PLACE WHERE I FEEL SAFE AND SOUND.
- Homebound
Through the hard times, you have always been there for me.
Colder and colder my heart starts to sink,
Deeper and deeper till I can't even think.
On the crisp morning you spoke the words 'see you soon',
But with regret, I knew it wasn't true.
Black and blue, the only colours that run true,
All of the things we have been through.
- Old Soul
The bitterness of seeing a young man’s smile
In this journey of life,
I feel I have travelled for miles and miles.
There is no one here I can call true friends
Trapped inside this feeling of isolation.
The rain fell hard on the wilting flower.
Old Soul.
- Seasons
I'm lost behind,
The words I can't find.
I'm left behind,
As the seasons roll on by.
I wandered lonely as a cloud.
Waiting for time to stop.
The birds have almost sung there last.