- Empty Words
Broken mirrors and ripped up pictures are all that's left from the faint remnants of your carried soul, standing alone and I don't know what to do.
I look back on yesterday, it's all just memories of better days of how you brought me out of a dark night instead of leaving me there to fight all my demons on my own, destroying me, killing me.
I don't want to hear it, destroying me and killing my home. You said you would do so much for me but now you've said enough.
And it's time for me to do it on my own.
I'm the one with the last word.
Cause at the end of the day,
- Hello Uncertainty
I woke up the same as I did everyday, but something has changed. Everyone has gone insane. So I turned on the news to see why everyone has lost their minds. I watch as her tear raped cheeks report about her life. About how everyone will die. Welcome to a world where no laws exist. Where your life is completely meaningless. I can't believe in something I can't see. Now that I know the world is ending, shouldn't you be showing yourself to me? I wish I could've been on No. 51, but as the sky bleeds fire I knew I won't be a lucky one. Goodbye to a world that never loved and hello to uncertainty. Millions lined up at the churches doors to repent for their sings and just kept sinning. We are the greatest plague the earth has ever seen. I'll hold my breath till I come close to death. And once my heart stops beating, I won't have to see this world crumbling. I won't see anything. Chaos has erupted in the streets. Goodbye to a world that never loved and hello uncertainty.
- nineteen years young
i'm nineteen years young and my mind is weathered. i'm nineteen years young and things aren't getting any clearer. since '88 i've felt this hate suffocated by my inability to overcome the unknown.
only fragments of memories i can't piece together.
i can't turn inwards because i can't see because i can't fully understand who i was born to be.
i have a family who will always love the me that they never see. my tormented soul ravages me after a lifetime of praying.
i'll come to an end only to find my years of praying have fallen to deaf ears. ideas come from nowhere.
where was the beginning of it all. i've cheated, i've lied, i've stole, i've sold my soul, all in hopes of ending it all.
- One year later...
I'm living in this world without you watching my own life pass me by.
I'm living in this world without you being a bystander to my own life.
I'm on the outside, trying to look in.
I need to feel connected or else I'm going to lose it.
I'm waiting for my destiny to manifest in front of me.
I'm waiting for my destiny to manifest in front of me.
- Wasted
I will not wait for you, no i'll never wait for you, to be the person you promised to me.
And no you'll never see how much better off i am without you next to me.
I'd rather hold the hand of loneliness than have your blood save me.
To be the life in my veins, to be the heartbeat in my steps, to have those nights i never slept.
To get my wasted time back.
I will rip it from your flesh and i will take what is mine. it seems you don't remember anything.
But i remember everything.