A DisasterpieceI can feel your heart as it's racing
It's me rearranging
And all the times that you said you'd stay with me
I should've known that you'd just get up and leave
I kept myself bound to a cancer that only ate up my soul
and all the years in that I gave her only did singe my skin with holes
cigarette burns to my brain are the last impression that you gave
Aggression[Intro]
No more, no more
No more, no more
Look at the end covered in blood [?]
[?], they load up the guns and the violence
Sick of the good dying first
[?] worth
Bad GirlsGot em all wet...
Got em all wet, shaking what they mama gave em
Make no mistake about it, she is dangerous
I'm ready for the punishment, she ties me up
Cause she's got the hottest vibe and the body to ride
Workin' the floor like it's her nine to five
She's the type of girl who knows just what she wants
Better ChemicalsAnother night
Leaves up in my head
Leaves me in my dread
Recycling the bad dreams
So can you tell me how to make it stop short of being dead?
Mouth is hanging open, shot eyes are full of lead
I just wanna let you know
Sometimes I don't let it show
Erase The PainSpinning around my mental now
Oh, my head's been filled with doubt
What I kept inside will eat me alive
Or will it keep me safe and sound?
'Cause I'm half alive
Numb inside
Dying to feel
I'm dying to feel
FadeLips move, you speak
But nothing that you're saying is connecting
Heartbeat, repeat
How do I rise if I'm falling down? (down)
Stop before I go and hit the ground (ground)
I swear it's what I'm gonna do
How do I make myself heal, if I can't let myself in?
How do I make myself real, when I feel like fading?
FallI wanna fall
And never once look back
I wanna know I make you feel like that
I wanna make this the start of something
So can you say that you want it all?
Yeah!
Fragile BonesUnder your scope so you can see close
Analyze the way that my colors take fold
You pin my wings down so you can find out
How long it'll take 'til I fall to the open ground
I drag around all the weight of your words
Shutting me down so your voice can be heard
Make me your clone, make me your own
You think you're curing a disease
High and LowYo hit em with the high and the low
Quickly always escaping me
Making it hard to breath
As you're moving through my mind
I need to talk to you
I need to know you
And words can not describe
ImmortalDon't forget what you know.
A man told me, I should be counting my blessings.
To wrap my head around
Everything that I've got.
But I'm a pessimist at best,
My vision's blinded by the rest
Of what I've lost. Oh I'm so lost.
Let DownI've been so good to you
Whatever you need
Not there for me
Expecting you to be
A remedy
Doin' what you please
Still makin' me sick
At the thought of you and me
Like A DrugI know deep down that this isn't good for me
I know your love is a battlefield
Like a drug, I just can't get enough
Like a drug, I just can't give you up
Like a drug, I just can't get enough
Like a drug, I just can't give you up
MemoriesI remember when you looked at me
When you saw me for who I was
When you never knew me for who I wasn't
Now we pass by and we said nothing
I remember when life was young
Singing things like the same old songs, yeah
I remember when you told me
I was going to blind to see
OutcastsI tend to think about the worst of outcomes
What you feel is fake what you feel is fake
My mind makes up so many problems
Just get over it
You just don't get it cause my past is haunting
And I'm obsessed with all kinds of ugly
Looked down on by society
Does anyone get me
PushMiserable
My funeral
I try to fake it now
I always had my doubts
Push me to the edge
I've been too blind to see
What's right in front of me
So push me to the edge
scarredand I crept through your head
just to settle the score
thought you were done but you wanted more
the satisfaction that I'll get my mind is knowing that you couldn't ever really leave me behind
payback is always best served cold, I took a page from your book just to torture your soul
payback is always best served cold, so take a step back and watch your fate unfold
cause I don't wanna stop control
Seamless EndingYeah I’ve got some demons
That I’ve gotta cast out
And there’s a preacher standing beside me
Looking at me with his doubt
because I know when I go
to meet my fate
I’ll be staring down God
at the pearly gates
Shed My SkinI wanna peel apart a piece of my eyelids
Take my past and throw it away (throw it away)
I need to stop repeating the process
It's always been my biggest mistake (biggest mistake)
Death to me, reborn today
Rip away whatever made me weak
Shed my skin right off my bones
Replace all I've ever known
SidneyAnd it's been long enough
and still I have to bite my tongue
and the days and the weeks and the months pass by
I can't get you off my mind
I'll keep this inside
but that's okay
The ReckoningI've been staring at my reflection
I've lost all perception
who have I become?
cause I don't wanna be
another part of their
machines
it's hard to breathe
Through HellI feel like lately I've been locked in a cell
I find the pretty things and put them through hell
I might be crazy but I can't really tell
I find the pretty things and then I put them through hell
Don't know just what we'll find
So hold me down and look inside
Today we're out of time
True BloodWith an edge that cuts more than any knife
Here to pass any trend or a shelf life
Giving up is easy to do
But easy won’t show we have something to prove
Your sticks, your stone, your words
Are all useless
My flesh and bone, my focus is ruthless
VendettaI'm just your pawn
To move how you want
You're discarding all my thoughts
You're draining my blood
Just to fill up your cup
You take whatever you want
You wanna change me
You rearrange me
WarYou're the only one to blame
If you try to see looking through your sleeve
You don't have to be afraid
But if you try to clean with kerosene
You'll burn away (burn away)
You roll the dice to see your fate
The devil always wins the game
Ways To DisappearI take my time
I don't do well with attention (with attention)
I'm so used to staying in
To keep my walls from caving in
And I am a ghost
I wander in circles around you
I wanna breathe the air you breathe
But all this smoke is killing me
Your DiseaseI never seem to catch me right before I hit the floor
I never seem to get me,
and I'm coming back for more
I can't get it right, self medicated
Dive down the bottle of the substance I've created
Bag of excuses, and I feel useless
Do you know how it feels to be hollowed out?