BelieveI believe there is another way
That I could carry on
Even though I understand
I'm trembling, all alone
I believe you know what's best for you
But who am I to say
That I would rather die if it could make
Black HoleNow I’m falling
I’m falling
Through my own battleground
And I’m crawling
I’m crawling
Cause I can’t hear a single sound
I’ve been hiding for so long
Calling YouI can’t be with myself
and all I am is just a mask, I play pretend
that I’m okay but I’m alone in my descend
I hear the wolves are at my door
I take the pills so that I finally feel something
I can’t remember how I felt before
I feel the weight when I’m alone
December[Verse 1]
It must have been hours that I spent walking through this town
And it never ends
I was staring right into your eyes
When I lied and said that I’ll be back by sunrise
I know that I am not the strongest person, no
Oh god, give me the strength to finally let go
Yeah to finally let go
Different EyesFrom the moment I saw you
For the first time
I knew that all that I've been through
Was leading up into this night
You knew where I’ve already been
You can see right through my skin
You are the mountain in the storm
You are the place that's safe and warm
FadingI can feel your hand
Buried deep down inside my chest
You are holding my Heart
So you can push the dark aside
Who knew that it would come so far
That I am sitting here
Staring at my scars
LostI need to push it back, push it back again
I was lost in the ocean
I never knew that I could swim this far
I was lost in devotion
I never thought that I would fall for this but I gave away my heart
But I gave away my heart
My Last DayI'm staring at this plain white sheet
With all these lights beneath my feet
The wind is calling and it sounds so
It sounds so bittersweet
You have to let me go
It sounds so bittersweet
You have to let me
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RemedyI’m moving on
and I am searching for the sun
so let me push away
the days that are all the same
I couldn’t seem to find a reason
a reason why I’m constantly alone
I’m going through the darkest season
RiversI can't feel my head
I feel so numb, maybe I'm dead
There is a hole inside my soul
That makes it easier for me to lose control
But at the same time something makes me whole
I'm alive as I open up my eyes
I feel the storm but the wolves are at my door
Strike a MatchFor all my life the world was telling me
What I could never be
I past the hell and came back to see
Me begging on my knees
But I know that deep inside of me
There is a spark that needs to grow
I need to learn how to fly before
I fall into the darkness below
The UnknownI'm standing on the roofs of this town
It's like I'm at the edge of the earth, where endless roads go down
How can I be so alone?
And in this way too crowded town
I am doomed to be the unknown
How can I be so alone?
Through the NightFor a thousand times I said
that your future lies ahead
but you crawled inside your shelter playing dead
So will you scream my name?
when you know you’ve lost the game
to the darkness beneath
and the air that we breathe
TransparentMy head is empty but it's full with useless things
It feels like it's someone else who's pulling on my strings
How can I fight this war when I'm about to lose control?
Despair and anguish are the struggles of my soul
So insecurity is all that I am
Oh God what's the point of this? I'll never understand
Vicious CycleTrapped In a vicious cycle,
I can’t go on pretending that i’m fine,
I remember the times we had,
But i‘m unable to see your face at daytime.
Trapped In a vicious cycle,
My memory remains incomplete,