- Bad Vacation
You were a long bad vacation
A hotel with a view, but I just stayed in
I kept the blinds loose, so light would fall through
Now I've checked out and I don't miss ya
I am in love with this feeling
Oh my God, are there no ceilings?
- Bummer Days
I say I wanna wake up with the dawn
But every night I sleep with the shades drawn
I keep telling my shrink, "I wanna feel okay"
But I get off on all my bummer days
I don't know what I want but I know that I feel bad
And then when I feel good, I think I make myself sad
I wanna feel like I can get out of my own way
- Change My Mind
I don't need you
To let me know where I went wrong again
I don't know why you're talking
Speak up
Oh, holy one you're so enlightening
Broken record playing over and over and
I don't like to be told no-one's winning I don't even know the score
We're back to back
- Desire
I think I've kissed too many of my friends
To make a sober decision
I think I've been young and I've been thoughtless
Flailing small frame of emotion
I think I'm starting to feel it
I'm only living when the sun goes down
I think I just need a minute
Give me some space to figure it out
- Devotion
I'm gonna try because I need to
Be the woman who doesn't need you
Be the lady on the train all to herself
Find the bits of me I shook off
To appease you, oh just come on
I like the things I like
And that's alright
Devotion
- I Am Not In Love Anymore
i can Feel it creeping up, though it lies heavy in my chest
and, in the space between your words it sits restless, hoping to get its chance to say it
it listens closely to your words, and it aches, oh it hurts
to tell you things that are haRd to let out, but even harder to hold onto
i wanna hold it back, i wanna sAve you dear from the truth that will Set me free
but, i can't save you by lying, can't fill the empty space with pretty words, just to make you happy
this is not what i wanna say, oh, but it's what you need to hear
- Ocean
was IT something I said
that made you wall off like this
was it somethiNg i did
that made you step back in regret
tell me why i should stay here
you're talKIng yourself out of us
MAking lies and faking love
- Rubble
I only ever love you when i'm lonely
I only ever miss you in the dark
I only ever crave you in the morning,
when the rubble of the night is on my mind
I only ever see you in the flashing,
the faces of the passerby's
I only ever cry about your passing,
- The Colder Months
I.
i don't knoW if i love you yet, but i like you
and, i don't know if i need you yet, but i want you just the same
and, the trAgedy of it all is that your heart is Like glass
so cLear and so easy to be known, so tender to my touches
- Too Soon
You sit in my head like a good dream
I know I just had but I got too far
Into the day without writing it down
I spend the afternoon just
Holding onto the feeling of you
Just a hint of a whole thing
I want a real thing I do