- Always, Forever
I smell your fear, filled with reject.
As a last resort, today I watch you die.
Walk the line as the fade.
The immaculate deception, as you dwell for years.
Parasite with credulous eyes, but your lost something more.
Redemption is born denying the trusted.
Savor the time serial killin'.
Off seconds to a magic misery.
- Beyond A Doubt
I'll wait for the answers someone else has given you. I'll wait for days. I failed my heart for way too long. I've fallen apart, but that's over now. Those who disrespected me tread upon broken glass and they will not last. I gave everything I had just to be here. Their words don't mean shit and life's not fair. So wait for days all alone with the false idea of truth. Pray for the empty walls you built ‘round your hope. This is my last request to you before it's too late. Cherish the time you've been given to look forward. Go ahead lie to my face, but just for today. I remember everything. I failed my heart for way too long. I've fallen apart, but that's all over now. It's time to set this straight. We won't turn back now. You turned your back on me. Call out for friends you don't have. We won't turn back now. You turned your back on me.
- Heart Attack
Fake that smile for one more kiss of the death you spread. Face the lies ‘cause tonight's your night to realize. Happiness I heard is a heart attack for you'd better check your vital signs. At any moment the incisive will recognize defeat like perfection, bleeding fever, holy season of reckoning. You twist the knife and you like to pretend when you cry it's all right. The lies you cannot hide. We'll meet again and again at the fault line. We'll meet again at the fault line. You were the first one to stop my heart. You'll be the last one now to hold me back. Expect the worse. You deserve nothing but another prayer, another tragedy. Happiness I heard is a heart attack for you'd better check your vital signs. Another prayer, another tragedy. The tears will fall like rain tonight under a bloody moonlight and a bleeding sky.
- Heroin Diaries
She's going away for a while
She's gotta get clean
She's only seventeen
To all the friends we've lost
We'll meet again
In this life or in the next one
He's going away for a while
He's gotta get clean
- Household Stereotypes
Denial is passion for the weak-minded fool that insulates reality. A far call for hallucinations and household stereotypes. This one rocks them all. This is when angels fail. Slice the lips and never kiss again. Watch the tides take me away. If only Jesus could repay. If only revenge was sacred. Still I won't sulk in silent strife. I'm not your saint. Still I'll slice your lips every night just to taste your blood. To forget fade your eyelids shut. Nail your hands to the cross with love. I will have your end tonight, I will finally win. You won't forget me, not after this. I'm here to make you pay. Without a soul I take your life forever. Hollowed-bodied skin textured vacuum of innocence. I couldn't stop her from killing herself. Every time that I see her face it takes me away. Every time that I open my eyes I see her crying, I see her dying.
- Judas Complex
Persisting beyond maladaptive disorder.
Stitching the mouth shut spitting disposition.
Spineless is the brace of weakness.
Masking contortion behind walls of indigence.
Perish in your guilt.
Let go of benediction.
Hang from the branch of truth.
Time runs thin for redemption.
- Swollen Eye View
How many times? How many times should I stab you in the face? How long will shame instill suffering? “But it won't happen again” she says, lying through her teeth. Rotting at the mouth she prays for tragedy, With your hands tied around your back. You drown in your own blood. You choke on dependence. You were always powerless. Erase your self-worth. This time her blood will spill. This time I won't stand still. Last call for decadence. She's already gone. My eyes will bleed from what I've seen. Thorns enter through belief and the covering, but your downfall is inevitable. Cry out for help textbook battered wife, but she says she's sorry, but it'll happen again. Spread your legs for revenge. How does it feel? Does it feel good? Does it feel like success? You kiss the knife that slits your wrist. You long for love that doesn't exist. Thorns enter through belief and the covering, but your downfall is inevitable.
- The Blackout
The going rate on seduction must be a dime a dozen. So don't get your hopes up. This life's a contradiction, a typecast for hypocrisies, but you run the miles away only to sell yourself short. And I am the one who dreams of you. I dream of you, I still dream of you. Sirens fade from silence this is where the story ends. In a dream of truth they'll never find you. Yellow tape and empty chalk lines, that's all she wrote. Head first through a noose. I'd shed a tear for you, but you're not even here. I scream your name for one last time. Can you hear me now? Can you feel me now? But I must move on I find reason for years of weakening disaster. So wait for passion, but tell me, do you fear for heartache? There's no hope left for solace. I know, I know so I let go. This blackout begins to define this sorry moment. So wait for passion, but tell me, do you fear for heartache? I let go of everything I loved. From all the bridge drops I leaver her crimson tide. There's no hope left for solace. I know, I know so I let go. This blackout begins.
- Two Weeks Notice
I'll start with every lie I can spit
Changing stories every chance
that I get
Holding on till the money gone
Oh shit the fuckin money's all
gone
I am the way that I am
What I been through
- Vodka Demon
Weed, speed, liquor by any means
OCs, OPs, or we can get that
ecstasy
You stole the words from my
mouth
Pick a bar, pick a house, shit or we
can rock the parking lot
That’s its, that's it
- Wishing Wells
Cut your heart out.
Count to ten.
Where incision begins, illusion will end.
Dispose love, her crying embrace.
Shatter my hope into pieces.
And I'm left to pick up the pieces.
Every word that you spoke was just poison and I choked.