Spark by Legin I really hope these strings will communicate my heart/ And if they don't I just pray that they'll be a start/ What I can't say I place in art, make plain the vague and hope it makes a spark/ Of a little bit of light in all this dark/ I have friends who’s dear to me, don't understand the pain I see/ I'm building something great but sometimes I feel the vacancy/ Don't know where to turn, feeling lost inside this greatness seems/ Oxymoronic, I'm doing fine as far as they can see/ Social media got us confused, it's a place to post the news/ Not a place to post how you are really doing/ So we don't, because we don't want to hear it/ Emoji hands I'm praying for you, thou shalt not lie, we really know we won't/ So if I say that, I really drop my head and whisper something to the Father/ Wish I would pray for me when I get bothered/ When Kinah was a toddler, 0-100 I would yell when I got stress outside that harmed us, and I'm sorry/ And I can't go to sleep or wake without things on my brain like/ Close people that’s in pain I know, folk I know that ain't right/ They left down a dangerous road, don't if it's they night/ For us to get a call saying he ain't make it to daylight/ I grew up with stories of inequality and fake rights/ To pacify a movement people ain't want to see take flight/ A hope of overcoming then Tamir got shot and nothing happened/ I looked at Josiah like we really in the same fight/ I have white friends I love dearly, my arm, I'd give the right for/ Who complain about these issues like an eye sore/ It will go away if we don't look, nothing cancer victims say/ But the truth they cannot see behind their eye boards/ They won't take the plank up out, while they’re rolling in the saw dust/ American dreaming to build a house on false constructs/ Cant notice the footing lost from dust that turns to quick sand/ And wanna fix this land from a distance/ Want an instance where it all goes away without repentance/ But go to church and praise Him with WWJD on their wristbands/ While we were yet sinners, hit the cross for the undeserving/ But we get convenient when it comes down to other serving/ Cool to hear bout’ pain if it don't disrupt our undergirdings/ Don't take a knee, do it this way, no concern the brother's hurting/ Find a way to discredit, find a way to dismiss em’/ Maybe he shouldn't care cause he's mixed or just switched religions?/ Maybe I wasn't there why should I pay for the sins I didn't?/ Whether it's fake news or stay woke we stay blaming the systems/ See we stay blaming “isms,” point fingers from our corners and falling back/ Not realizing all these “isms” we struggle with are all results of that/ But I'm off of that, meanwhile what's really bugging/ Still feel I struggle some days as a son and a husband/ Feel like I fight to make change and don't know if it's buzzing/ Then have nothing left for my family I just know that I love em’/ Owe them the best but feel I give them seconds over others/ Not my intention but this feeling's real over redundant/ Lay my kids down feel like I failed again, it’s so repugnant/ I'm just fighting hard to try and be who my daddy wasn't/ I have a high standards because I want the best for them/ But without God on my best day all I can give them in my best is sin/ My wife holds on to me through the best of them/ She's seen me at my worst and still whispered to me to rest in Him/ I don't understand it all, and I never claimed to/ But when I couldn't He sent me a brown skinned angel/ A messenger of grace, I know the difference between Satan and his claims too/ I don't always know where I’m going all the time, but I know how grace moves/ So new day I’ma face you, with all my pain and stains too/ All the things that's weighing on my heart I can't explain to/ I will make it over things others can't relate to/ Hands high, face low still remains my angle/ I just pray this transparent moment really helps you make it through/ No matter what's in your way I just hope you make it too/ Whether inside or outside whatever’s paining you/ I pray this transparent moment really helps you pray too/ I really hope these strings will communicate my heart/ And if they don't I just pray it’ll be a start/ What I can't say I place in art, to make plain the vague, hope it makes a spark/ Of a little bit of light in all this dark/ I really hope these strings will communicate my heart/ And if they don't I just pray it’ll be a start/ What I can't say I place in art, to make plain the vague, hope it makes a spark/ Of a little bit of light in all this dark/ Я просто молюсь, чтобы этот прозрачный момент действительно помог тебе пережить это. Неважно, что стоит на твоем пути, я просто надеюсь, что ты тоже справишься/ Будь то внутри или снаружи, что бы ни причиняло тебе боль / Я молюсь, чтобы этот прозрачный момент действительно помог и вам молиться. Я очень надеюсь, что эти струны передают мое сердце. А если нет, я просто молюсь, чтобы это было началом. То, что я не могу сказать, я помещаю в искусство, чтобы прояснить смутное, надеюсь, это зажжет искру. Немного света во всей этой тьме/ Я очень надеюсь, что эти струны передают мое сердце. А если нет, я просто молюсь, чтобы это было началом. То, что я не могу сказать, я помещаю в искусство, чтобы прояснить смутное, надеюсь, это зажжет искру. Немного света во всей этой тьме/