Я не знаю, хочется ли жить дальше. Иногда не хочется мне жить вообще. Мне всего 17 и если сейчас так стражду То что со мной станет через пять лет?
Пращуры никак не помогут мне советом. Днём с огнём на мой вопрос не узнать ответа: Если смысл жизни в том, чтобы найти свой способ наслаждаться ею, почему я не могу сказать миру об этом?
Может я родился слишком рано Для своего времени? Живу как за экраном Идейным, вкусовым, и морально-духовных Принципов. Погасшие свечи, и краски на куполах выцвели.
Я вообще взял эту музыку на Looperman'е, И бит этот самое быстрое, что я делал. Я не буду петь эту песню на концертах, И как-то слишком много ""я"", пора знать пределы.
Обещаешь ей быть верным, но она не верит? Придётся проходить проверку временем, Перевернуть вверх дном всю пирамиду потребностей И задевать за живое добираясь до самых костей, В моем доме никогда не бывает гостей: Я привожу туда детей, добавляя смертей - Не просто так самой опасной эпидемией Всегда был есть и будет ваш незаметный сосед
(Sometimes I still feel I wanna be a ghost) Just like five years ago, a person who nobody thinks of Sink with a boat and let my body float till the waterfall Decompose and become the food Why do I have those drastic swings in my mood Phone rang twice but I missed both calls From lovely green turned to dead cold blue and sucked into decapitating void If I can't hold hands with my friends Gotta make an end just to make ends meet Desperate, why is this so strange? Better be eaten by an army of ants Never leaving any chances for myself Causing the changes to happen and rebel If I can wear what I want then well Let me kill or I'll send you to hell I don't know if I want to live anymore. Sometimes I don't want to live at all. I'm only 17, and if I suffer so much now, What will become of me in five years?
My ancestors won't give me any advice. I can't find the answer to my question even with fire: If the meaning of life is to find your own way to enjoy it, why can't I tell the world about it?
Maybe I was born too early for my time? I live as if behind a screen Of ideas, tastes, and moral and spiritual principles. Candles have gone out, and the paint on the domes has faded.
I actually got this music from Looperman, And this beat is the fastest thing I've ever done. I won't sing this song at concerts, And there's too much "I" in it; it's time to know my limits.
You promise to be faithful to her, but she doesn't believe you? I'll have to stand the test of time, Turn the entire pyramid of needs upside down And touch the quick, reaching the very bones, My house never has guests: I bring children there, adding deaths - It's not for nothing that the most dangerous epidemic Your invisible neighbor has always been, is, and will always be
(Sometimes I still feel I want to be a ghost) Just like five years ago, a person who nobody thinks of Sink with a boat and let my body float till the waterfall Decompose and become the food Why do I have those drastic swings in my mood Phone rang twice but I missed both calls From lovely green turned to dead cold blue and sucked into decapitating void If I can't hold hands with my friends Gotta make an end just to make ends meet Desperate, why is this so strange? Better be eaten by an army of ants Never leaving any chances for myself Causing the changes to happen and rebel If I can wear what I want then well Let me kill or I'll send you to hell