- Assembly
Recall the moment, a lesser feeling
I felt heavy about everything last January
Swells of warmth leave my body cold
Is it you standing at my door?
A grand assembly of long time friends fill a room full of empathy
I could've used a drink or two or three
When I knelt down beside the casket I wept into my jacket
- Collect Yourself
You left me in a lucid dream, abandon cell
I feel you flow through me, like a fluid stream
I don’t wanna beat you down
So why don’t you go ahead and run
You run away from me
Just like you always do
- Concentrate Pillow
You can show me your wounds
I’ll show you my concrete pillow, I’m just like you
Can’t you relate to that?
I got that simple kind of sympathy that makes you sad
Stuck in an infinite loop
I can’t keep my eyes off you, yeah, it’s true
I only come in shades of blue and black
And you know I don’t feel good about that
- Halo
We all got places we wanna be
But mine’s in a deep hole where no one can see me
I put myself there way back when I lost my faith in you and everybody and everything
I guess it started when I lied to all my friends about my mental health and the shape I’ve been in
Halo around my head like a noose, this body needs a coffin
Yeah, you’re so smooth
I’ll let you creep on through me
- Hurt You
You're further from me than you used to be
Do you ever wanna hurt yourself?
Cuz I do and I didn't wanna let you in
I'm fully loaded so I don't try to kiss you
I can hold your drink while you cry in the restroom
Is there nothing new to talk about, no?
I'm out of step, I hang my head
- Leap You
I pictured us today for a moment
Staring at the freaks displayed by the ocean
I was twelve feet tall and full of emotion
In all my best clothes slightly buzzed and broken
Now my head is spinning out of control
We want the tears to feel whole and feel so vast
But lazier now than we were back then
We want to be winning but we burn out fast
- Little Doors
Temptation draws me into a trance
Cut me out I don’t feel so well
How long ‘til the end of time?
I feel weightless and I feel inside out
A rush of comfort, it flows throughout my body
Cruel to compare the depths we allow
And she said, “I know you won’t be mine”
With heaven in my hands I’m empty every night
- Our Fragile Pain
I was thinking about the war today
And then I thought of your family
I remember running wild like ruffians
When I was nineteen and you were only eighteen
Oh, our fragile pain
And I know you'll never have you back
Oh and I'm fine with that
- Placebo
Slip into dark that awaits
I’ve felt alone
I’ve made mistakes
Born into a body you only grew to hate
I know you’re tired
But I’m wide awake
I’m wide awake